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An update┃The first two months of treatment are over
3 months ago
Hello, friends. So the first two months of my treatment have passed, it was difficult in places, but I have quite a lot of good news and only one sad one!
The first month was terribly difficult because of the side effects of antidepressants, but now I hardly feel it and the pills really help, I feel much better! I became motivated to do a lot of things, I resumed contacts with friends and people close to me. Before I did not want to communicate and tried to close myself off from the whole outside world, now everything is different.
I also managed to restore my sleep regime, which was just terribly bad for the last year, it took time, but now I sleep peacefully at night and get up in the morning, it has greatly improved my mental state.
And I also became more aware of my problem related to addiction to video games
Don't get me wrong, this is not a problem that happens to every person! There are a lot of people who can spend time on these hobbies without harming their health, but unfortunately this is not my case.
I had to make restrictions. I haven't played games since December 11th and I'm not going to return to it for at least a year, I may have to give up this hobby forever, but in fact I don't see this as a problem anymore. Now I'm more interested in the real world, not just the virtual one. I really want to improve my skills. I have already made noticeable progress in many areas of my life. I have new hobbies and a lot of ideas that I want to implement.
It's all true, everything sounds good, but there is one factor that overshadows my joy. My arm pains got worse.
I was able to visit a doctor who prescribed me the medications that I am still taking, and the recommendation to leave my hand alone until the next appointment.
I spent the whole next week in anxiety, I couldn't really do things, I was in this state until today - when I had a repeat appointment with a doctor.
The pain in my arm continues to this day and actually I think the problem is that I was still trying to draw out of guilt. I am very worried that I cannot work and I am literally consumed by a feeling of anxiety and shame from inaction.
I was prescribed additional medications and strictly forbidden to draw for at least the next 10 days, preferably until the end of the month, because otherwise the treatment would have no effect.
Of course, this upset me, because I planned to start active work at the beginning of the month, but if I don't take a break, this pain may worsen or even become chronic, and I would absolutely not like that.
In any case, I will keep you informed of what is happening. I think I can solve this problem, just finding the right medications, a specialist and rest can take time.
Once again, I want to thank everyone for their support, especially under the last journal, it means a lot to me!
As always, I will be glad to read your comments with wishes or recommendations, it is always a great joy for me to see how people are waiting for my return.
I will also post today two sketches that I drew back in the summer (for which I am very grateful to myself now), I just improved them a little and now I will be able to put them up for sale. Now I need a lot of money for medications and just for life, so I will be grateful if someone is interested in my sketches!
It seems that this is all I wanted to write so far, thank you for reading, I hope that my problem will be resolved soon and I will be able to please customers with completed orders, and subscribers with new drawings, I have a lot of new ideas and just have a few unpublished drawings that I want to show :)
Have a nice day, everyone! I really love you guys!
The first month was terribly difficult because of the side effects of antidepressants, but now I hardly feel it and the pills really help, I feel much better! I became motivated to do a lot of things, I resumed contacts with friends and people close to me. Before I did not want to communicate and tried to close myself off from the whole outside world, now everything is different.
I also managed to restore my sleep regime, which was just terribly bad for the last year, it took time, but now I sleep peacefully at night and get up in the morning, it has greatly improved my mental state.
And I also became more aware of my problem related to addiction to video games
Don't get me wrong, this is not a problem that happens to every person! There are a lot of people who can spend time on these hobbies without harming their health, but unfortunately this is not my case.
I had to make restrictions. I haven't played games since December 11th and I'm not going to return to it for at least a year, I may have to give up this hobby forever, but in fact I don't see this as a problem anymore. Now I'm more interested in the real world, not just the virtual one. I really want to improve my skills. I have already made noticeable progress in many areas of my life. I have new hobbies and a lot of ideas that I want to implement.
It's all true, everything sounds good, but there is one factor that overshadows my joy. My arm pains got worse.
I was able to visit a doctor who prescribed me the medications that I am still taking, and the recommendation to leave my hand alone until the next appointment.
I spent the whole next week in anxiety, I couldn't really do things, I was in this state until today - when I had a repeat appointment with a doctor.
The pain in my arm continues to this day and actually I think the problem is that I was still trying to draw out of guilt. I am very worried that I cannot work and I am literally consumed by a feeling of anxiety and shame from inaction.
I was prescribed additional medications and strictly forbidden to draw for at least the next 10 days, preferably until the end of the month, because otherwise the treatment would have no effect.
Of course, this upset me, because I planned to start active work at the beginning of the month, but if I don't take a break, this pain may worsen or even become chronic, and I would absolutely not like that.
In any case, I will keep you informed of what is happening. I think I can solve this problem, just finding the right medications, a specialist and rest can take time.
Once again, I want to thank everyone for their support, especially under the last journal, it means a lot to me!
As always, I will be glad to read your comments with wishes or recommendations, it is always a great joy for me to see how people are waiting for my return.
I will also post today two sketches that I drew back in the summer (for which I am very grateful to myself now), I just improved them a little and now I will be able to put them up for sale. Now I need a lot of money for medications and just for life, so I will be grateful if someone is interested in my sketches!
It seems that this is all I wanted to write so far, thank you for reading, I hope that my problem will be resolved soon and I will be able to please customers with completed orders, and subscribers with new drawings, I have a lot of new ideas and just have a few unpublished drawings that I want to show :)
Have a nice day, everyone! I really love you guys!
Really looking forward for your next opening of comms, because I'd love to get my hands on an art of a character of mine from you
Keep up your awesome work c:
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