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We move onward everyday.
5 years ago
Everyday we step forward with our lives.
Everyday we always have those at our side we can call friends.
Today I had to let my oldest friend go, a cat I've had for nearly 21 years who has always been by my side through every hardship we both faced.
He pushed on even when his teeth started to fail him over a year ago and even ate dry food after half his teeth had to be removed and we offered him wet food.
He pushed on even though he lost his sight last weekend, finding me and staying at my side as best he could even though he couldn't see at all.
And yesterday was the first signs he was at his end as he stayed at my feet and had a seizure, staying with me even when the doctors tried to take him in to take care of him.
In the middle of the night he tried to find me as he had another seizure as I found him around my computer chair in the morning comatose and unresponsive.
I left him in the care of my family as I didn't know what to do but we planned on bringing him in to end his suffering before it got worse.
But he choose to go out on his own, he passed in my arms as he still breathed and was moving his arms while remaining unresponsive.
I pet him and told him it was going to be alright, told him it was going to be okay as he moved a bit more at my touch and voice.
But we was gone before I reached to hospital, he choose to wait till I was with him to pass on.
He choose to stay at my side even to the end and nobody will ever be able to replace that and I don't know what to do.
His name was Casper, and he was been my best friend for the last 20 years and I will always keep his memories at my side.
Everyday we always have those at our side we can call friends.
Today I had to let my oldest friend go, a cat I've had for nearly 21 years who has always been by my side through every hardship we both faced.
He pushed on even when his teeth started to fail him over a year ago and even ate dry food after half his teeth had to be removed and we offered him wet food.
He pushed on even though he lost his sight last weekend, finding me and staying at my side as best he could even though he couldn't see at all.
And yesterday was the first signs he was at his end as he stayed at my feet and had a seizure, staying with me even when the doctors tried to take him in to take care of him.
In the middle of the night he tried to find me as he had another seizure as I found him around my computer chair in the morning comatose and unresponsive.
I left him in the care of my family as I didn't know what to do but we planned on bringing him in to end his suffering before it got worse.
But he choose to go out on his own, he passed in my arms as he still breathed and was moving his arms while remaining unresponsive.
I pet him and told him it was going to be alright, told him it was going to be okay as he moved a bit more at my touch and voice.
But we was gone before I reached to hospital, he choose to wait till I was with him to pass on.
He choose to stay at my side even to the end and nobody will ever be able to replace that and I don't know what to do.
His name was Casper, and he was been my best friend for the last 20 years and I will always keep his memories at my side.
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