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I am the Legendary Whale Kyogre
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Birthday + Update
3 months ago
Yep it's my birthday and honestly, I feel neither excited nor happy due to still feeling down about life, losing my friends and more, I do appreciate all the well wishes and happy birthdays that will come but to be honest, I'm at the point where all I want is to die, I know how terrible that sounds but just I feel as though I don't have purpose nor meaning in the world anymore, I feel like I am a burden to everyone and everything around me and the one thing I want to happen to me isn't happening and now matter what I try or do to get back on the right track life just drags me down reminding me that I'm fugly piece of shit that no one wants and that I have to just sit on the sideline and see everyone around me enjoying life at it's finest. I mean I did go to Megacon and it was an honor to meet many of the voice actors and celebrities there don't get me wrong but seeing fantastic artists and fantastic cosplayers and all the time and effort they put into their amazing artworks I am happy for them but I just look at myself in the mirror and just see a nobody who can't do anything. More pictures are coming soon however I feel my ability to write stories have deteriorated significantly and I'm not sure what to do anymore, My laptop I feel is on it's last leg and I have no where near the money for a new one so whenever this one goes, that's it. The family doesn't seem to care at all that my depression has a firm hold on me and dragging me into the abyss, so much for family looking out for you huh? but still I'm just at the point now where death is all I want, just to be finally free and finally be able to rest...juust ugghhh..all this stress...depression...darkness....It's driving me INSANE!!!!! But just the fact knowing I'll be alone all my life and that life never intended for me to have great things just makes me feel sick to my stomach.
As always Thank you everyone for sticking with me this far but really just my birthday just means nothing to me anymore just means another year of being sad, alone and more
As always Donations are appreciated but not required to my paypal at tripod16[at]msn.com
I do hope to continue the Lugia X Teacher series since I know many enjoy it but still to everyone, stay safe out there.
As always Thank you everyone for sticking with me this far but really just my birthday just means nothing to me anymore just means another year of being sad, alone and more
As always Donations are appreciated but not required to my paypal at tripod16[at]msn.com
I do hope to continue the Lugia X Teacher series since I know many enjoy it but still to everyone, stay safe out there.
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Legendary whale
Favorite Music
Jazz
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Orca the killer Whale
Favorite Games
Ecco Defender of the Future
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Playstation 3
Favorite Animals
Whales, Dolphins, Porpoise
Favorite Site
http://DeviantArt
Favorite Foods & Drinks
FIIIIIIIIIISH!
Favorite Quote
You must go, only where your heart leads.
and if i anyone reads this
help him in any way you can and stop bullys out there
hate never solves anything, it only destroys lives
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Flygon
I like watermelons.