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.•♫•♬• Ⓣⓗⓔ Ⓑⓛⓤⓔ Ⓛⓐⓩⓤ •♬•♫•.
I'm here to challenge you to be better; like the sunrise challenges itself each day to be more beautiful than the last.
Age: 33 (Feb 23) | Zodiac: Pisces | Single (Bi/Demi/Pan) | Gender: Male (Genderfluid)
Personality: Wallflower / INFJ-T (Article) (Video) / BPD (Video) | Side Hobbies: Gamer/Photographer/Audiophile
Keywords: Anxious, Friend-seeking, Slow to warm, Lapdragon, Hopeless romantic, Truthful, Tease, Words/actions matter
Owner:
abandoned multiple times
Now known to bite, try at own risk
Lil Pet:
Grexaninja
The Protecc'd
All art seen here is commissioned.
Please contact me beforehand if interested in art with my dragon (that would be a surprise haha), or gifting something (never had that yet!).
Wanna be friends? Read me!
.:Friends of my heart:.
~~~
Current Heartsong:
At Horizon's End - VNV Nation
There's a hole in the sky to lure and to tempt
Saying, "I am the tempest and I am your way"
But the faintest of signals
Through static, through noise
A drifting transmission
A shimmer, a voice
Set course by the sound
Through veil and divide
For all who are lost
Can always be found
In brilliance arise
And in vastness ignite
A torch of your purpose
In spirit unites
Set course by the signal
When day's glimmer fades
When all of the stars
Seem so far away
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Empathy
a month agoIf I feel something, if I get upset about something; they refuse to engage. They bail on the conversation if we're talking. They'll actively invalidate my feelings, especially if I feel something about what they did or HOW it came off and I'm trying to communicate it. Instead I get attacked for being needy and that it's "not something they owe."
You don't owe me, no. But a friendship gives a shit. You see me upset? A friend won't avoid me. What kind of narcissistic high life BS are you to only want extreme positives and lewd interactions and the moment it's not that, you'll bail and ignore your "friend"?
Stop approaching me for friendship if you can't emphasize. You aren't a fuckin person if you can't simply support someone you claim in the same breath to care about. It's sadistic. I'm not seeking your lone attention; I'm seeking a friend, or to make sure they're interested in me after the shit I've been through that I've ALREADY told them I've been through so they should realize I'm asking for a reason.
Don't get pissy and attack me for being hurt. Just makes a cycle.
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