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Recent Journal
Life Updates (June 2023)
a year ago
A bit of a knee-jerk reaction here, but after it simmering and boiling for almost a year, I just need to find a way to vocalize it and work on the healing process. For those of you who know the persons or situations I’m speaking of, please don’t mention names or harass them; the experience of the past year has been punishment enough.
Someone I had cared for and maintained a relationship with for eight years decided to break it off in the worst way possible. Instead of talking it out and explaining that we had gone different ways, she contacted me, told me that we were done, and that she had been cheating on me for over a week. After a few months of no contact, she messaged me letting me know that she wanted me back. For the past year I’ve been trying to appease someone that clearly didn’t want or appreciate me, rubber-banding between the one she cheated with and myself, and it’s taken its toll. While I’ve never had a form of seasonal depression previously, due to this circumstance I now have a major emotional nose dive during the summer months. After her fully removing me from her social medias, I just couldn’t keep this deep seeded heartache anymore. I sacrificed friendships, job opportunities, and various other aspects of my life to try and get her back, with no avail.
Thought it would be helpful to shed some light on the fact why I haven’t been posting or sharing as much since June of last year. Depression, heartache, and lovesickness sucks.
Someone I had cared for and maintained a relationship with for eight years decided to break it off in the worst way possible. Instead of talking it out and explaining that we had gone different ways, she contacted me, told me that we were done, and that she had been cheating on me for over a week. After a few months of no contact, she messaged me letting me know that she wanted me back. For the past year I’ve been trying to appease someone that clearly didn’t want or appreciate me, rubber-banding between the one she cheated with and myself, and it’s taken its toll. While I’ve never had a form of seasonal depression previously, due to this circumstance I now have a major emotional nose dive during the summer months. After her fully removing me from her social medias, I just couldn’t keep this deep seeded heartache anymore. I sacrificed friendships, job opportunities, and various other aspects of my life to try and get her back, with no avail.
Thought it would be helpful to shed some light on the fact why I haven’t been posting or sharing as much since June of last year. Depression, heartache, and lovesickness sucks.
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