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~Ourboiroy
Hey!
Im Bran! Just a silly lil stoner wuff.
Pretty boring all things considered, Weed, Nintendo, and Animated Shows make up 80% of my personality, and the other 20% is exceptionally niche info i have ingrained into my head.
Occasionally I'll write stories, but more often than not I commission pics from others!
Dms are open, but not really looking for rp, sorry.
My friends! (Most of whom v good artists) Varium Phosaggro IsamuYoshi KittWolf KeiLuminous CaydeDraws
I own a discord server! -> https://discord.gg/jUX63Huqz <- ((if the link is down, DM me or give me a shout and I'll update it!))
Im Bran! Just a silly lil stoner wuff.
Pretty boring all things considered, Weed, Nintendo, and Animated Shows make up 80% of my personality, and the other 20% is exceptionally niche info i have ingrained into my head.
Occasionally I'll write stories, but more often than not I commission pics from others!
Dms are open, but not really looking for rp, sorry.
My friends! (Most of whom v good artists) Varium Phosaggro IsamuYoshi KittWolf KeiLuminous CaydeDraws
I own a discord server! -> https://discord.gg/jUX63Huqz <- ((if the link is down, DM me or give me a shout and I'll update it!))
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Featured Journal
Things finally feel good.
8 months ago
Eh. I know this may not get alot of traction, but it's just nice to get the thoughts in my head out in the open.
So as most of my close friends have heard, I've *kiiiiiiiinda* been in a crisis the last two years.
I wont get into alot of detail because i dont wanna bring the vibes down, but it's been one thing after another. Family left, Job got swapped *alot*, had to cut contact with a few people, etc. I'm ngl. I was at a really low point come the start of this year. I was about ready to say that I had peaked in life. But...
I dunno, around my birthday, i picked up Bran again. It felt weird, i hadn't really actively done anything with him in a hot second, but... I reminded myself of when i was younger. When bran was everything I wanted myself to be. It was kind of in that moment where I realized that I really could just... do the bran thing. Give myself the respect my OC gives themselves. Give myself some feeling of positivity even in the rough, because that's what they would do.
And the funniest thing is? *it worked*. The first few weeks of it i was thinking to myself "this is kind of pathetic, this isn't something people like. This is literally rock bottom". But, i was wrong. It honestly took alot of digging my heels in to accept but like... i have friends, i have people who talk to me almost every day, something i felt i never had last year beyond my boyfriend. I just...
I feel happy. I feel wanted. And all of it is because of this silly lil stoner I call my OC.
To those I've met, befriended, etc. In these past few months, thank you. You have no idea how much you've helped me through these times.
To those of you who are just watching me, wanting to talk, or just enjoy the boy, hit me up! Ive got a discord server i can invite ya to, and we occasionally play games or vc or all sorts of stuff.
And lastly, to those in my situation just a few months ago... know that worst case, it does get better eventually. Sometimes you just have to look at the situation you're in and decide what's really worth caring about. I felt there were so many things I couldn't do because 1 person i was friends with wouldn't be happy about it, or 1 thing that *absolutely 100% had to be in my life*. And... now I'm living free without them. Change is scary, but sometimes it's good.
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...anyway. enough semi-high rant. Aifhwbxiab
So as most of my close friends have heard, I've *kiiiiiiiinda* been in a crisis the last two years.
I wont get into alot of detail because i dont wanna bring the vibes down, but it's been one thing after another. Family left, Job got swapped *alot*, had to cut contact with a few people, etc. I'm ngl. I was at a really low point come the start of this year. I was about ready to say that I had peaked in life. But...
I dunno, around my birthday, i picked up Bran again. It felt weird, i hadn't really actively done anything with him in a hot second, but... I reminded myself of when i was younger. When bran was everything I wanted myself to be. It was kind of in that moment where I realized that I really could just... do the bran thing. Give myself the respect my OC gives themselves. Give myself some feeling of positivity even in the rough, because that's what they would do.
And the funniest thing is? *it worked*. The first few weeks of it i was thinking to myself "this is kind of pathetic, this isn't something people like. This is literally rock bottom". But, i was wrong. It honestly took alot of digging my heels in to accept but like... i have friends, i have people who talk to me almost every day, something i felt i never had last year beyond my boyfriend. I just...
I feel happy. I feel wanted. And all of it is because of this silly lil stoner I call my OC.
To those I've met, befriended, etc. In these past few months, thank you. You have no idea how much you've helped me through these times.
To those of you who are just watching me, wanting to talk, or just enjoy the boy, hit me up! Ive got a discord server i can invite ya to, and we occasionally play games or vc or all sorts of stuff.
And lastly, to those in my situation just a few months ago... know that worst case, it does get better eventually. Sometimes you just have to look at the situation you're in and decide what's really worth caring about. I felt there were so many things I couldn't do because 1 person i was friends with wouldn't be happy about it, or 1 thing that *absolutely 100% had to be in my life*. And... now I'm living free without them. Change is scary, but sometimes it's good.
.
...anyway. enough semi-high rant. Aifhwbxiab
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