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I'm a Anthropomorphic water dragon based on a legendary LEviathan Mythology. My name, Deinmaar Lomdovah means "Water Dragon Keeper" in my native language.
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That ever-growing self doubt...
a year ago
Hello fans, friends and everyone else who comes here for my content.
I dont expect anyone to read this but i'll put it down anyway...
I must apologize for my massive lack of content lately...
I'm... currently going through a phase where i question my ability to create and entertain...
I feel like everything i do is wrong somehow or doesnt look good. That im not a good artist and cant do anything correctly. And its eating me from the inside.
So bad that i get anxiety just by picking up my pencil. And immediatelt get hit by anxious self doubt and feeling of "wrongness"...
I dont know how to combat this doubting... andbi hate where i am.... but as long it keeps going... i cant create. Entertain... to produce worksbyou people love so much.
I dont feel like the aetist im supposed to be. And i lack the self-confidence to believe i am.
If you read this far, thanks for hearing me out.
Sincerely apologetic...
~RG
I dont expect anyone to read this but i'll put it down anyway...
I must apologize for my massive lack of content lately...
I'm... currently going through a phase where i question my ability to create and entertain...
I feel like everything i do is wrong somehow or doesnt look good. That im not a good artist and cant do anything correctly. And its eating me from the inside.
So bad that i get anxiety just by picking up my pencil. And immediatelt get hit by anxious self doubt and feeling of "wrongness"...
I dont know how to combat this doubting... andbi hate where i am.... but as long it keeps going... i cant create. Entertain... to produce worksbyou people love so much.
I dont feel like the aetist im supposed to be. And i lack the self-confidence to believe i am.
If you read this far, thanks for hearing me out.
Sincerely apologetic...
~RG
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Sea-Dragon
Favorite Music
Rock, Drum 'n Bass
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
The MCU
Favorite Games
Too many to list
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PC
Favorite Animals
Dragons, Cats, Foxes
Favorite Site
FA
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Meat, preferably chicken
Favorite Quote
"If you are gonna f*ck it, up, f*ck it up with style!"
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