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No longer have the desire to try my paws at drawing as of late, i may post something eventually but as of late i have mainly had my page for commissioned pieces.
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Steak, Shrimp and Asparagus with mashed potatoes.
4 years ago
So.... Wow... where to even begin...
The start of 2020 has been a mixed bag of feelings all around, for sure... 2 weeks into January i was "let go" from my job, due to the fact that my needs of the company at that time were not what he hired me on for... so that was frustrating and really put a damper on my psyche... Especially when 3 days later he calls me back to continue working for him again >.>;;; since his new hire that came in the next day didn't meet his preferences.. so that was.. all around pretty irritating to me.. and also caused me to wall myself up and keep my guard up at the job, knowing now that he could met me go at any moment once again for something better.. or someone more proactive... anymore proactive in this case he's gonna need a mind reader not an administrative assistant =.=;; despite ALL this however... i held my own ground at the job...
..................Until March rolled around..
March is a pretty SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTY way for the year to start off glamorously, especially since 2020 was supposed to be a pretty monumental milestone for many because of its number... despite this, something horrible was afflicted upon our world.. literally..
the Dreaded COVID-19... also known as "coronavirus"
This shit... is quite the conundrum... its devastating and is affecting the entire world, and causing such an uproar that the USA is pretty much quarantined off until the situation remedies itself.. Personally, i think the whole situation is fascinating... not saying its a good thing, but lemme explain: Every generation has something DRASTIC that afflicts them, that can be told for years to come and go down in the history books.. This is that moment for us in 2020.. Also, its fascinating to me furthermore due to the fact that it not only affects the USA.. but the ENTIRE WORLD right now is in LOCKDOWN!! O_O how fucking crazy is that!?!? what a total DISASTER!! But in a way.. its also fascinating because since we ALL have this common enemy... i feel its given us all means to come together as a whole and an understanding of our differences to bond in ways to combat such a deadly virus going around... At least, i would hope that we can do that.. otherwise, if this continues to go south.. i never thought i'd EVER say this...
... but we would be DOOMED as a humanity...
Also, i was let go AGAIN for a second time from said job as the administrative Assistant, this time the excuse being "due to Covid-19 going around, no work has been coming in and i need to cut costs so i trained the project manager in your duties... " ... <.< thanks again, asshole.. So, i've been coasting the unemployment life for now.. which i gotta say, is strangely surreal how much money is coming in for me.. with two work checks, this COVID relief fund that i should be getting soon, My taxes AND my unemployment benefits... *makes it rain* despite all this however, i know full well what i need to do.. especially if shit may continue to go south with this virus going around.. i need to be smart with my funds.
The other shitty thing this virus has done.. it has drastically affected my birthday... I don't mind the quarantine life.. not at all.. its sadly, (much to my dismay) not that much further than my normal tasks and duties i partake on a daily basis anyways... wake up, eat, play video games, talk with friends, etc. etc... =.= however, despite all this i do have an actual non cyber life i assure you.. i like to go outside, eat good cuisine, go hiking, camping, fishing, hunting, play golf, frisbee golf, go shooting/plinking, the works.. i love outdoor life when the spark arises for it... sadly though, i'm forced to live a cyber life until this whole thing arises... and because of that, my birhtday was very sparse... i appreciate the effort that everyone did to show up or call me to wish me a happy birthday... but its just not the same... it felt very lackluster and my birthday was quite boring.. even for an introvert... =/ even so, a darker part of me wants to see what happens if this continues to go south... the other part of me wants to continue the rat-race... i'm not really sure and i'm torn on what i truly desire right now...
...yum leftovers.
The start of 2020 has been a mixed bag of feelings all around, for sure... 2 weeks into January i was "let go" from my job, due to the fact that my needs of the company at that time were not what he hired me on for... so that was frustrating and really put a damper on my psyche... Especially when 3 days later he calls me back to continue working for him again >.>;;; since his new hire that came in the next day didn't meet his preferences.. so that was.. all around pretty irritating to me.. and also caused me to wall myself up and keep my guard up at the job, knowing now that he could met me go at any moment once again for something better.. or someone more proactive... anymore proactive in this case he's gonna need a mind reader not an administrative assistant =.=;; despite ALL this however... i held my own ground at the job...
..................Until March rolled around..
March is a pretty SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTY way for the year to start off glamorously, especially since 2020 was supposed to be a pretty monumental milestone for many because of its number... despite this, something horrible was afflicted upon our world.. literally..
the Dreaded COVID-19... also known as "coronavirus"
This shit... is quite the conundrum... its devastating and is affecting the entire world, and causing such an uproar that the USA is pretty much quarantined off until the situation remedies itself.. Personally, i think the whole situation is fascinating... not saying its a good thing, but lemme explain: Every generation has something DRASTIC that afflicts them, that can be told for years to come and go down in the history books.. This is that moment for us in 2020.. Also, its fascinating to me furthermore due to the fact that it not only affects the USA.. but the ENTIRE WORLD right now is in LOCKDOWN!! O_O how fucking crazy is that!?!? what a total DISASTER!! But in a way.. its also fascinating because since we ALL have this common enemy... i feel its given us all means to come together as a whole and an understanding of our differences to bond in ways to combat such a deadly virus going around... At least, i would hope that we can do that.. otherwise, if this continues to go south.. i never thought i'd EVER say this...
... but we would be DOOMED as a humanity...
Also, i was let go AGAIN for a second time from said job as the administrative Assistant, this time the excuse being "due to Covid-19 going around, no work has been coming in and i need to cut costs so i trained the project manager in your duties... " ... <.< thanks again, asshole.. So, i've been coasting the unemployment life for now.. which i gotta say, is strangely surreal how much money is coming in for me.. with two work checks, this COVID relief fund that i should be getting soon, My taxes AND my unemployment benefits... *makes it rain* despite all this however, i know full well what i need to do.. especially if shit may continue to go south with this virus going around.. i need to be smart with my funds.
The other shitty thing this virus has done.. it has drastically affected my birthday... I don't mind the quarantine life.. not at all.. its sadly, (much to my dismay) not that much further than my normal tasks and duties i partake on a daily basis anyways... wake up, eat, play video games, talk with friends, etc. etc... =.= however, despite all this i do have an actual non cyber life i assure you.. i like to go outside, eat good cuisine, go hiking, camping, fishing, hunting, play golf, frisbee golf, go shooting/plinking, the works.. i love outdoor life when the spark arises for it... sadly though, i'm forced to live a cyber life until this whole thing arises... and because of that, my birhtday was very sparse... i appreciate the effort that everyone did to show up or call me to wish me a happy birthday... but its just not the same... it felt very lackluster and my birthday was quite boring.. even for an introvert... =/ even so, a darker part of me wants to see what happens if this continues to go south... the other part of me wants to continue the rat-race... i'm not really sure and i'm torn on what i truly desire right now...
...yum leftovers.
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