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Thank you to this, our Furry community for opening the door to my sexuality and gender. 9 years of Furry life have lead me through the good and the bad, the empty and the fulfilling. I am leaving now for the bright days ahead. Thank you all ❤️
My Characters are:
Exey, a beefy lady dragon [RETIRED]
Exeter, a huge, double-cocked beefy boy dragon [RETIRED]
And Strawberry, the twinky pink bunny. [RETIRED]
My bestie, always:
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Transition Journal #3 - Life is Wild & Furry Retirement?
a year agoIt all started with a second shopping trip, where I finally used the makeup I had bought, wore a dress out for the first time, curled my hair for the first time, and passed in public for the first time. After sitting around for almost 6 months waiting for a miracle to happen, I went out of the house and started living my life. When I got home I sat and cried for 5 hours because I didn't want to take it off.
Since then I have been out of the house almost every day with work girlfriends. I came out to girls my age at work over a week or two and we all ended up making constant plans, shopping some weekends, endless lunch dates at the local coffee shop, dinner plans, adventure plans in Buffalo. The girls have kept me so busy to the point I started just wearing my morning makeup to work. I even had my first male fail a few weeks ago (called miss in my boy clothes) - and started just wearing my girl clothes to work instead.
I was suddenly out to so many people I had to come out publicly. I did it over facebook and started adding coworkers en masse so my whole plant could see me and be reminded of my name and gender whenever I post something from my adventures. In a week I went from someone who never left the house to a social butterfly who is never home. I am so happy about how women in my life open up to me so easily now. Women who see me for myself have made me so relaxed and also appreciative of their kindness. Women feel so deeply and share so trustingly, we struggle with our bodies and our minds more honestly and we make so much out of what nature gives us. I feel my sexuality may even have changed, I feel so much more attracted to women as a woman than I ever was towards men. I feel more pansexual than I ever thought I was, while at the same time having no daily sex drive. It's going to be a long journey to figure out my new feelings and sexual / romantic motivations, I'm not sure I even can label them.
The second person I came out to invited me to her bridal shower and wedding, both were amazing and great opportunities for everyone to see me looking my best. I'm so incredibly proud of myself and have been extremely lucky people have been almost completely accepting. I was so prepared for an uphill battle but people are already using my name at work, gendering me correctly constantly. The good gossip has spread so fast that people I've never even talked to have been getting it right. It actually encouraged me to connect more with supportive strangers in the workplace.
I made an effort to connect with trans people in the region and have made 3 amazing friends I'm making almost weekly plans with. I introduced two a week ago at a pride potluck which was a lot of fun. I swear one of them is my soul mate, we connect so deeply and intuitively. I met another yesterday for a shopping trip and it just sort of spiraled into the hottest most exciting sexual experience I've ever had - and I used to make porn. I had no idea how estrogen had changed my erogenous zones and also sex drive. My nipples are so sore today. It was so good and overwhelming I actually slept through my name change meeting this morning.
I'm thinking ahead about surgeries, success, goals, I've reconnected with a million people from my past. Work is going to get me a new uniform with new nametags, I'll switch bathrooms and changerooms when I'm ready. I don't want my life to ever slow down after this. I'm so at peace and at home in my wild new life. I am so fulfilled and have become so brave and introspective, my mind is so much clearer and my emotions are so much more free. For the first time in my life I feel certainty about what I want.
Which leads me to the furry community. So much of my old life has fallen away as I become this new person. I barely play games anymore or even watch movies, my two favourite hobbies. I stopped buying furry art months ago to save money and have completely stopped checking here. I haven't been talking to furry friends about anything related to furry interests in months. I feel like it's a good time to step away and focus on things that make me happy in the real world. I don't know if that's forever, I plan to start another hormone that should actually increase my sex drive again. I feel now I should spend time posting my backlog as fast as possible and get it over with. I have one gift commission coming still from a friend, and the last thing I am buying is almost finished and entirely unrelated to furry art.
Thank you everyone for being with me on this journey and for seeing me through dark times and out the other side of the storm. I am optimistic and proud and excited and thriving today. I'm not going to waste a minute of my life because I worked so hard for this. It's almost a cliche but transition really did save my life. I couldn't imagine at any point in my life being this happy and fulfilled. I wish you all luck, success, happiness, and many good years.
If you'd like to see some transition pictures, here are some before and afters as well as a couple extras:
https://www.reddit.com/r/trans/comm.....ef_source=link
https://www.reddit.com/r/transtimel.....ef_source=link
https://www.reddit.com/r/trans/comm.....ef_source=link
https://www.reddit.com/r/trans/comm.....ef_source=link
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Dragon
Favorite Music
Movie soundtracks, Game soundtracks
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Alien, Contact, Network, Mandy, Predator, Hereditary
Favorite Games
Mostly solo adventure type stuff
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Switch, PS4, Xbox Series S
Favorite Animals
Dragons
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Pasta
Favorite Quote
you look like the soft spoken hippie who tends the herb garden and says 'be gentle' when you fuck, but can skillfully take 3 feet of horsecock
codyspaws2
but anyway good luck to you!!