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Shrapnull Status - End Of Year 2023
3 months ago
2023 review
Again apologies for the negativity, this is more a rant than anything but I want to get this out of my head.
Nothing has really changed from last year tbh. I think I got a bit better at piano which is nice.
I'm gonna be brutally honest the drawing is not working out. It's been another year of almost exclusively figure and fundamental studies and it's exhausting and mind numbing. I've been doing drawing nearly everyday for just over 3 years; I count the number of times I've actually enjoyed doing it on one hand, whereas I can count the number of times I've had trouble sleeping from the stress of pushing through it on more than two, and the rest of the time while doing it I've fluctuated between mindless tedium and feeling like my brain is having broken glass pushed into it. Sunk cost is the only thing keeping me going. I'm completely lost and I think at this point it might be better to stop, it's just making me feel unwell and angry, and I'm not getting what I wanted out of it.
Again apologies for the negativity, this is more a rant than anything but I want to get this out of my head.
Nothing has really changed from last year tbh. I think I got a bit better at piano which is nice.
I'm gonna be brutally honest the drawing is not working out. It's been another year of almost exclusively figure and fundamental studies and it's exhausting and mind numbing. I've been doing drawing nearly everyday for just over 3 years; I count the number of times I've actually enjoyed doing it on one hand, whereas I can count the number of times I've had trouble sleeping from the stress of pushing through it on more than two, and the rest of the time while doing it I've fluctuated between mindless tedium and feeling like my brain is having broken glass pushed into it. Sunk cost is the only thing keeping me going. I'm completely lost and I think at this point it might be better to stop, it's just making me feel unwell and angry, and I'm not getting what I wanted out of it.
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