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Hello yes it's me Silvermane. I draw furry stuff, mostly werewolves.
PATREON SITE: https://www.patreon.com/Silvermane <---- treated as a tip jar with loads of rewards for those interested
Art can be found on these sites alternatively, my main site is Sofurry.
SoFurry: https://silvermane77.sofurry.com/ (main site, contains all old works, comics, etc.)
Twitter: silvermanewere (more for social stuff but do post sketches, wips, and stuff I don't post on the other sites usually)
LIVESTREAM: https://picarto.tv/Silvermane
PATREON SITE: https://www.patreon.com/Silvermane <---- treated as a tip jar with loads of rewards for those interested
Art can be found on these sites alternatively, my main site is Sofurry.
SoFurry: https://silvermane77.sofurry.com/ (main site, contains all old works, comics, etc.)
Twitter: silvermanewere (more for social stuff but do post sketches, wips, and stuff I don't post on the other sites usually)
LIVESTREAM: https://picarto.tv/Silvermane
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Recent Journal
A Second Coming Out, Kinda
a week agoSo....I am now on what some would consider the Left Hand Path or more practically put I am a theistic Satanist.
Before you scream what have you done, let me say first I've tried other religions. I went to a Baptist church and tried Catholicism, never did anything for me. More so the preaching of an intolerance to the life style and that's not even getting into the furry stuff. Spiritually I've always felt more natural in my belief system but nothing ever seem to fit, nothing felt right. So one night after reading the books, a lit a couple of black candles, some cedar incense and just mediated. No chanting of invoking fiery demons, no dedication, just a few days of meditation and just asking one basic question: "Satan do I chose you or do you choose me?" It was a question formed in my mind. I haven't done any major ritual or delve deeper as you are suppose to start small one step at a time. Just when I thought well this was a waste of money, one night, quietly alone in a zone of nothingness, came a feeling of peace, belonging, and affirmation for lack of a better word. I felt and have felt for many weeks now a sense of happiness and spiritual fullfillment that have thus far in my life eluded me. This may seem strange until you read what theistic Satanism is about. Learning, self improvement, looking at knowledge not as something to be feared or ridiculed but something that should be devoured voraciously. In this age of information at your finger tips it amazes me how willfully ignorant people can be and I choose not to be. I chose not to shy away from some book because ohhhh hee bee jebby it might be bad. Sorry but I am bit fuzzy on how words can be bad or good. Knowledge is how you use it and more often than not I find what lessons I've learned just in these admittedly beginners steps to be down right almost compassionate. I will not preach my own belief here. Nor will I come ponding at your door asking if you have accepted the dark lord into your life. Ok maybe I might dress up as a man goat and do that but only at Halloween.
I do understand if some of you take offense at this. Some might even unfollow me. That is your choice and I can not more stop you than I can stop the rain from falling from the sky. All I can ask is to try and keep an open mind and respect my choice. Again not going to force anyone into this. That isn't what Satanism is about, it's about learning on your own. If you are curious ask, seek, find the resources, if you want to keep being whatever it is your are presently believing in that's fine too. Just to shove it into my face because I will shove it back at you. Is this an act of rebellion? *shrugs* Maybe but I keep cycling back to the few nights where I spend that time alone clearing my head and the feeling it is right. It is RIGHT. I can't say in words what that feels like, but that's the closest. There will be a picture I am putting in my scraps, it will be labelled mature simply due to the subject matter I believe is for the mature mind. No I am not sacrificing babies, animals or anything like that. First of all theistic Satanist believe we are all connected, both animals, nature, and the demonic. Demons are as much a part of it as anything so serving up a dead animal or worse killing something that was alive would be an insult at best and probably result in some major blow back depending on the demon. Only sacrifice I am making is my own time and maybe my own soul. If you are concerned I am going to Hell, news flash I probably was going to go there anyway once I found werewolves sexy. If I do find myself burning in Hades, I will gladly look to the ashened ceiling of Hell and tell ya I was wrong. I don't believe that currently and I think that says a lot.
I've already talked to a couple of my friends whose faith would in anyone's assumptions be at odds. I mean they are, but we have all agreed it's faith, it's highly personal and to each their own. I am not going to preach to them my findings nor will they preach their to me. I respect anyone who has faith regardless of what it is. I just ask you keep it to yourself. Before this goes too long just wanted to share all this. I know it's a long journal entry but I wanted to share what it is I am going into.
Kira_Adelay
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