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- SchrodingerzLion - Adoptable Character Ref. List
DEADLINE LIST:
1. - Ultima Pars & Silentium YCHs
2 - Ultima Pars YCHs
3. Avre (Discord) - Corruptelam YCH
4. - Ultima Pars YCHs
5. - Silentium YCH
6. - Vere Solis YCH
7. Fell - Commission
8. - Vere Solis YCH
9. - Venatio YCH
10. - Silentium YCH
11. - Vere Solis YCH
12. - Vere Solis & Ignis Doloris YCHs
13. - Vere Solis YCH
14. - Venatio YCH
15. - Venatio YCH
16. - Corruptelam & Ira YCHs
17. Ira YCH
18. - Ultima Pars YCH
19. - Water YCH
20. Merrick (tg) - Venatio YCH
21. - Cruenta Pluvia YCH
22. - Ultima Pars YCH
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Tuesday: P2P CONSULTING
Wednesday: DAY-OFF / Finishing Deadlines
Thursday: WORK
Friday: P2P CONSULTING - QUEER SUPPORT GROUP
Saturday: WORK
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Featured Journal
The life after su**idal attempt exists | P2P Consulting
5 months ago
Hey, sophynelle is here!
There were a lot of really horrible episodes and days and situations too, but I`m still here, I`m still alive and day by day, step by step I`m working, learning new skills, becoming a more careful person with a lot of self-love, self-awareness and self-support. And after 3 weeks I want to tell you - the life after su**ide attempt exists. Recently I started to eat food and I feel the taste of food! I really love to eat lobiani (it`s a Georgian bun with lobio, and I love it so much), I really love cheese, I love orange juice and lemon sorbet!
I`m on my healing way and there will be days when I`ll be feeling worse than now, and there will be days when I`ll be feeling better, but I`m honestly sure, that with all my new skills at the present and in future, I`ll be more healthy.
Now I am here, and only supportive people around me, they`re caring about my condition, my mood, my feelings. I`m talking a lot about friendship and not only that, and I`m so proud of myself because I see how strong I am, how strong my body and my psychic to bear all of that. And I`m still alive!
So many people behaved badly with me - my partner was kicked me out of our own apartment which we rented together, while I was in hospital after my suicidal attempt. I was kicked out of my job - some of my colleagues are psychophobic, unfortunately, I didn`t know about that. But I`m still alive! And I really believe in myself.
When I decided to end myself, it felt like only one right decision, because since my Papa died, I have lived my life only with my self-support resources. Then - C-PTSD diagnosis, and then I have been tried to save my own relationship, but my partner lied to me. And in one day my self-support had ended. Even with psychiatric help. Even with psychotherapy. I tired to believe in myself, I thought that the whole world was disappearing under my feet. And it was too painful, so I`ve decided to do that. But I`m still alive. Even in that case, I was sure that nobody come to me. But somebody did. And I`m here, texting all this wall to you all.
I want to tell you one good, supportive thing, that you should always keep in your heart - you all have yourself, and you all are so strong, so beautiful, and no one can make you sure that`s not true.
I`m studying on Peer2Peer Consulting right now. And my experience with the stigmatization of my situation, with aggression to people who had suicidal attempts, is my motivation right now. It's my motivation to be an example, to be a support for those, who feel destuctive thoughts, who want to give up, who want to make a self-harm things. I want to tell you - I know how it is, I hear all of you, I understand you, and your feelings and thoughts are not something that shouldn`t be validated.
If you want to share your feelings, your thoughts, tell me about your worries, and your life experience, maybe you have a depressive episode - please, don`t be shy to text me. I have enough skills to hear you, to support you. Feel yourself not alright - is not a shame. Your feelings are not a shame. I can give you a little consultation and long conversations day by day and just a friendly chat, and that will be free. Everyone should be validated.
Thank you for reading me and that you are still here. That`s so appreciated by me. I`m sending friendly and supportive hugs to everyone. Please, stay safe and take care of yourself. <3
There were a lot of really horrible episodes and days and situations too, but I`m still here, I`m still alive and day by day, step by step I`m working, learning new skills, becoming a more careful person with a lot of self-love, self-awareness and self-support. And after 3 weeks I want to tell you - the life after su**ide attempt exists. Recently I started to eat food and I feel the taste of food! I really love to eat lobiani (it`s a Georgian bun with lobio, and I love it so much), I really love cheese, I love orange juice and lemon sorbet!
I`m on my healing way and there will be days when I`ll be feeling worse than now, and there will be days when I`ll be feeling better, but I`m honestly sure, that with all my new skills at the present and in future, I`ll be more healthy.
Now I am here, and only supportive people around me, they`re caring about my condition, my mood, my feelings. I`m talking a lot about friendship and not only that, and I`m so proud of myself because I see how strong I am, how strong my body and my psychic to bear all of that. And I`m still alive!
So many people behaved badly with me - my partner was kicked me out of our own apartment which we rented together, while I was in hospital after my suicidal attempt. I was kicked out of my job - some of my colleagues are psychophobic, unfortunately, I didn`t know about that. But I`m still alive! And I really believe in myself.
When I decided to end myself, it felt like only one right decision, because since my Papa died, I have lived my life only with my self-support resources. Then - C-PTSD diagnosis, and then I have been tried to save my own relationship, but my partner lied to me. And in one day my self-support had ended. Even with psychiatric help. Even with psychotherapy. I tired to believe in myself, I thought that the whole world was disappearing under my feet. And it was too painful, so I`ve decided to do that. But I`m still alive. Even in that case, I was sure that nobody come to me. But somebody did. And I`m here, texting all this wall to you all.
I want to tell you one good, supportive thing, that you should always keep in your heart - you all have yourself, and you all are so strong, so beautiful, and no one can make you sure that`s not true.
I`m studying on Peer2Peer Consulting right now. And my experience with the stigmatization of my situation, with aggression to people who had suicidal attempts, is my motivation right now. It's my motivation to be an example, to be a support for those, who feel destuctive thoughts, who want to give up, who want to make a self-harm things. I want to tell you - I know how it is, I hear all of you, I understand you, and your feelings and thoughts are not something that shouldn`t be validated.
If you want to share your feelings, your thoughts, tell me about your worries, and your life experience, maybe you have a depressive episode - please, don`t be shy to text me. I have enough skills to hear you, to support you. Feel yourself not alright - is not a shame. Your feelings are not a shame. I can give you a little consultation and long conversations day by day and just a friendly chat, and that will be free. Everyone should be validated.
Thank you for reading me and that you are still here. That`s so appreciated by me. I`m sending friendly and supportive hugs to everyone. Please, stay safe and take care of yourself. <3
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The House That Jack Built, Midsommar
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Sally Face, Layers of Fear, FNaF, Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice, The milk inside the bag of milk inside the bag, Tiny Bunny.
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