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Hi im Terminatorfan The Scottish Fawxie
same on da and some other sites other names I can be known as RubberpupRex... Yugo ..Shinji and others
on xbox live and Skype terminatorfan
and now Bluesky- terminatorfan
Ive been into tf for along time and just recently I plucked up the courage to start posting soome of my art Maybe later i might even post some stories
(bad tf writer)
See yah
LiL Update Here's my Linktree
https://linktr.ee/terminatorfan?utm.....1-1d68ab3e0fbc
have a gta online clan called Friendly Furs..feel free to join
scottishfur
xboxfurries(Shinji08)
same on da and some other sites other names I can be known as RubberpupRex... Yugo ..Shinji and others
on xbox live and Skype terminatorfan
and now Bluesky- terminatorfan
Ive been into tf for along time and just recently I plucked up the courage to start posting soome of my art Maybe later i might even post some stories
(bad tf writer)
See yah
LiL Update Here's my Linktree
https://linktr.ee/terminatorfan?utm.....1-1d68ab3e0fbc
have a gta online clan called Friendly Furs..feel free to join
scottishfur
xboxfurries(Shinji08)
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Recent Journal
Kinda been dealing with some bad news as of late
a month ago
Most recent da entry March 17th
I received an awful text not long ago from someone i did not know..but was told about..if anything ever happened to them..this person would text me..I got the text..I always hoped never get..
The story is..I met this person years back..we spent time together..they were much older than me..was mainly companionship and friendship..bfya..was not underage when I first met them..when in my 30s..well alot happened during that time..they were there for me when i had my 1st anxiety attack..when parents were not around that week.
I then got diagnosed with anxiety and depression..going from someone who was fine to be left alone..to now having anxiety..and trying to cope with it..i take tabs for that and for my underactive thyroid.
Back to what this journal is about
This all stopped suddenly the last day I seen em..a few years back. pre covid pandemic.
This day they told me they have not been 100% but they didn't think it was anything serious to worry about.but i was definitely sure something was wrong..my gut was telling me they need to visit..could be nothing..but better safe than sorry.
I told em to go to hospital..so when I returned home off they went..they were kept in..that was the last I seen em..stroke and possibly heart attack..we kept in contact on text etc..last reply was when I was telling em about cruise we were going on...
Well this text I got was telling me they were in hospital and they are dying..that I should visit ASAP to say my goodbyes...I went asap..got parents to take me to the hospital..I seen em..they looked awful..but this was first time I'd seen em in years..we talked till they were tired and i said my goodbyes..that was the hardest thing I ever have done in my life..parents were waiting outside in hall..
Earlier this week..Wednesday got text telling me they have passed away...
I..I kept this private and only a select few people I know knew told them about this person..
Look ok..we snuggled together, they'd take me for a subway etc..get me vouchers at christmas etc..I cared about them..and they cared about me..and now they're gone....
We just cuddled..nothin more..and was nice..
My friend/companion is gone....
😢😥
I received an awful text not long ago from someone i did not know..but was told about..if anything ever happened to them..this person would text me..I got the text..I always hoped never get..
The story is..I met this person years back..we spent time together..they were much older than me..was mainly companionship and friendship..bfya..was not underage when I first met them..when in my 30s..well alot happened during that time..they were there for me when i had my 1st anxiety attack..when parents were not around that week.
I then got diagnosed with anxiety and depression..going from someone who was fine to be left alone..to now having anxiety..and trying to cope with it..i take tabs for that and for my underactive thyroid.
Back to what this journal is about
This all stopped suddenly the last day I seen em..a few years back. pre covid pandemic.
This day they told me they have not been 100% but they didn't think it was anything serious to worry about.but i was definitely sure something was wrong..my gut was telling me they need to visit..could be nothing..but better safe than sorry.
I told em to go to hospital..so when I returned home off they went..they were kept in..that was the last I seen em..stroke and possibly heart attack..we kept in contact on text etc..last reply was when I was telling em about cruise we were going on...
Well this text I got was telling me they were in hospital and they are dying..that I should visit ASAP to say my goodbyes...I went asap..got parents to take me to the hospital..I seen em..they looked awful..but this was first time I'd seen em in years..we talked till they were tired and i said my goodbyes..that was the hardest thing I ever have done in my life..parents were waiting outside in hall..
Earlier this week..Wednesday got text telling me they have passed away...
I..I kept this private and only a select few people I know knew told them about this person..
Look ok..we snuggled together, they'd take me for a subway etc..get me vouchers at christmas etc..I cared about them..and they cared about me..and now they're gone....
We just cuddled..nothin more..and was nice..
My friend/companion is gone....
😢😥
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