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~Trunchbull
「A reminder to fellow creators:
Never create only for the praise and adulation of others, don't use it as your motivation to continue creating. Never think that your current skills are why you shouldn't create your idea. Even if only a viewer of one--yourself--you still made it, and that's more important than it never being made. Your works are beautiful, your ideas are to be cherished, and you are a masterpiece in the making. No artist is better than another. If you don't create it, who will? Never forget that. For the sake of art, just do it.
Don't let people take away your potential.」
To fear androids who can paint is to reject this message.
I've found myself. I am finally free.
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have you
17 days ago
thought about committing suicide
ive bveen through therapy
the coping mechanisms dont work
ive tried ecb
rtms
anti depressent
sleep deprivation
religion
meditaiotn
i always have had suicide thoughts since year 6 young kid, but they have never been every single day . it has been this way for a year. before last year it was getting more but not every day
art brings no pleasure any more. that why i delete it. it brings pain to see because i shouldnt be happy . i made fun other art in past so why should ihave joy of art anymore
despite trying to become better person, every time i make a mistake, it hurt others
and, who i ma now, seeing how much ive hurt others in the past, it is constantly reminding. i am plagued, it is always thinking about who i hurt
i cannot be happy, in the place in situation where i should be happy, it feels and then memories, i am reminded that i don't have the deserve to feel happy
i bought a tourniquet to catch the bus but every time try my body forces it to stop
how do i stop being so scared just do it , i dont want it to hurt, im already in so much pain but i cant not release it before i fade because im scared
even though i try to improve, i keep hurting people. people like me dont belong here
if it were anyone else i would think they hsould die. so it should hapepn to me
i am so lonley and keep myself away from others , i t is the only other way to stop from hurting peope but it hurts much to be alone
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theres no cure for
ive bveen through therapy
the coping mechanisms dont work
ive tried ecb
rtms
anti depressent
sleep deprivation
religion
meditaiotn
i always have had suicide thoughts since year 6 young kid, but they have never been every single day . it has been this way for a year. before last year it was getting more but not every day
art brings no pleasure any more. that why i delete it. it brings pain to see because i shouldnt be happy . i made fun other art in past so why should ihave joy of art anymore
despite trying to become better person, every time i make a mistake, it hurt others
and, who i ma now, seeing how much ive hurt others in the past, it is constantly reminding. i am plagued, it is always thinking about who i hurt
i cannot be happy, in the place in situation where i should be happy, it feels and then memories, i am reminded that i don't have the deserve to feel happy
i bought a tourniquet to catch the bus but every time try my body forces it to stop
how do i stop being so scared just do it , i dont want it to hurt, im already in so much pain but i cant not release it before i fade because im scared
even though i try to improve, i keep hurting people. people like me dont belong here
if it were anyone else i would think they hsould die. so it should hapepn to me
i am so lonley and keep myself away from others , i t is the only other way to stop from hurting peope but it hurts much to be alone
9
theres no cure for
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