So now things come to a head for me and Meika. First of all I never want to draw her crying again because of me or in general. Tears of sadness do not mix with my Meika. Second this is where the things missing from Episode 19 and 20 are as they work here and well that fit much better than what was seen in the show. Even though Meika dresses differently than in the Episode it could still work. God it was hard to watch through them. I hate Pike so much and that guy with his fucking thinking that the asshole lupine and my Meika are an item when they are not and saying it’s fucking canon when it’s not. Please stop saying shit that is not true and that goes to whoever agrees with him. Especially since in the show she vocally states how she won’t forgive the asshole. They’ll never be together again and that is canon. So stop making art of Meika with the asshole lupine. Every single piece I see of my Meika in a situation that would never happen sex wise, especially with Pike, is infuriating, a stab to my pride and ego, and makes me hate the one who asked for the commission more and more (Especially the one idiot who insists Pike is supposed to be with Meika all the time is canon and can't draw; only ask for commissions.) Whatever happens to Pike in the end, it better be worth it in the show.
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Racing World
Discovery and Tears
The Ark was back in the air and heading far south. South of Aispir and to where Cody and Kira had grown up, for the next race was to take place there. “It’s like going back home for you two,” Nicholas told the otters at one point. “It’s was just like with Mia for that one race.”
“Well I’ll be sure to win this one,” the male otter stated. “Just you wait.”
“We’ll see, I’m not going to let you win that easily,” the husky replied with a grin. Looking it up showed this city was a beautiful one. Some of the racers wished they had more to explore the place which was called Phenac City. Sure, there would be a day to do so but it didn’t feel like enough. After all, this place had palm trees, crystal clear water, sandy white beaches; it was a paradise. The racers who wanted to spend time in this city figured it would be best to make the most of it before and after the race. How this would work was it would take a week of air travel to get there. Then a day would pass before the race happened. After that, there would be one more day and then the Ark would take off into the air again for the next race. It was a good thing that much time would pass because a huge bombshell would happen. It all started with Meika entering one of the elevators to head to Nicholas’s room. She was going to tell him what needed to be told. She was already on edge and feeling conflicted. The vixen hopped that Nicholas was in a good, understanding mood. Just then someone reached in with their paws to stop the elevator doors from closing. “Hold up!” they said. “Coming through!”
It was Pike. “Meika?” he asked as though surprised. “Well, ain’t that a coincidence; I was just thinking about you!”
She crossed her arms, glaring at him, before looking away from the asshole lupine. “I don’t recall you being this sulky all the time. Sure, I know the last races were complete messes, but that doesn’t mean-“
“Will you please stop doing that?!” Meika snapped angrily, cutting him off. “Drop the act. What do you want?”
“The next race. Think you can handle it?”
“Yes. That’s all you need to know.”
“Excellent. That’s all?”
“Yes. That’s all I’m saying.”
“…Very well then.” There was silence for a few second with Meika having turned her back to the lupine. He then spoke. “So… how long are you gonna stay mad at me? That was a long time ago.” By that he meant when she had been a teen. “And my boys who had that art done and spread those things online thanks to those other guys … There’s no need to be mad at them to. Can’t you just… let it go?”
Pike had let that last part slip. Now Meika knew who was responsible with those things she had mentioned to Nicholas. It was the racers who had left the racing tournament who were part of the work and rumors falsely showing she was an easy target to get into bed and just be a slut which was wrong. Especially some that seemed to think she and Pike were still an item which was not true, especially having a love child when Meika was a virgin. It was online but you had to know where to look and many not watching this tournament did and supported the shit. That little bit of information, combined with the hatred she felt for them, Pike, and the stress of telling Nicholas what she need to tell him made the vixen exploded in anger. “Let it go?!” she exclaimed, rounding on Pike, hatred blazing in her eyes.
The next sentence came out so loudly on the elevator ride that was going down that a rabbit on the floor that it was reaching heard it and scurried away. There was a thud to of Meika slamming Pike against the button to get the door open. “I will never… EVER… forgive you or them for what you did to me!” she yelled and as the elevators doors opened, the vixen roughly shoved Pike out.
The guy landed hard on the ground. He grunted but then recovered, getting up quickly. “Aw come on girl!” he said, trying to be friendly and get back to her. Meika glared at him with cold anger as the elevator doors closed before Pike could reach them. “I was only kidding! You know I wouldn’t- Hey!”
Suddenly he heard the sound of Torres clearing her throat. Turning the guy saw the rabbit and some other reporters. Ms. Dira was one of them. Alfred wasn’t with her as that guy was busy elsewhere. The reporters had big grins as this was a big scoop. Torres did a face palm with one of her hands due to the fact this could draw attention to Pike and be bad for the Ringmaster and High Command plan. “Hi there, folks,” Pike simply replied.
The news of this spread like wild fire. Even Dira made an announcement of this showing a torn pic of the vixen and asshole lupine. “…And among the hottest highlights from last week was the lovers’ spat between Meika and Pike!” the doe stated. Since this had occurred on a Saturday, it made sense to say that. “Rumors about their well-hidden relationship have been the top-trending topics on Squealer.”
Sonny who was in his room was watching this with Mia and turned the volume off with his remote control. “Can you believe all that stuff?” he asked the panda.
“I’ve been so busy as of late, I haven’t had the time to be concerned with trivial T.V. gossip,” she replied. Mia looked back at the screen. “Still…. I don’t think Nicholas is going to be too happy about this…”
She was right because the husky did see it in his room on the T.V. and blew up just like Meika had feared. “MEIKA AND HIM WERE ONCE WHHHHATTT?!” the canine roared in anger.
His statement was so loud that another passing rabbit heard that and came in to check on him. “What’s wrong Mr. Nicholas?” they asked.
“DO NOT COME IN HERE!” he yelled at them and threw one of his shoes at the rabbit who left in a hurry.
The husky’s world had been turned upside down and fucked with again. First it was with Ashley, and now this, which was ten times, if not thousands of times worse. The vixen he loved with all his heart never told this to him. “Why…?” Nicholas growled. “Why Meika…?” He felt anger, hurt, and heartbreak at this. He thought they were so close she could tell him anything. Why had the female he loved with all his heart kept this from him? It only got worse when not only did the guy see the things on Squealer but also the horrid art and rumors of his Meika. He saw who had done it and realized those racers, especially Marty was behind this even though these things had been submitted months ago before this season even began. Now it seemed they were getting their revenge on him by doing this. One of them especially who was telling the husky he had lost, it was over. Nicholas and Meika would never be an item at all. All the stuff here was true. Nicholas didn’t know what to believe but his hatred towards Pike and those racers grew even more. The guy with glasses didn’t know what to do anymore.
Just then another came inside his room. “I THOUGHT I SAID-!” Nicholas began but then saw it was Cody.
“Oh it’s you,” the canine said, his anger and rage retreating for a moment.
“Dude, what was this I heard that you threw a shoe at someone?” the otter asked.
“BECAUSE OF THAT!” Nicholas shouted, pointing to the T.V. which had the volume off but showed what was being talked about with this new thing.
“Yeah… I saw…” Cody saw Nicholas pacing back and forth, growling in anger and didn’t know what to say or do.
“Why?” the husky growled. “Why didn’t Meika tell any of us? And more importantly why didn’t she tell me?! I thought we were so close! Guess I was wrong…”
“Look… just talk to her…” the otter suggested.
“How can I?! After what that bitch Ashley did and now this…!” The guy stopped his pacing. “UGH! I’m going to go and blow off some fucking steam!”
But even with working out and practicing his fighting technique, punching the shit out of a bag, no matter how much Nicholas envisioned it to be Pike or those other racers, it was no good. All this new hurtful information was on his mind and made him more hurt and angry. So much that the whole day he avoided Meika. She noticed this and tried to approach the husky but saw him leave. The guy wouldn’t even stay in the same room as her now. “He’s avoiding me…” the vixen thought bitterly with sadness. Now she saw the mistake of not telling Nicholas sooner. Meika hadn’t and this was the price of that.
Blitz on the other hand was overjoyed with this. “Couldn’t it get anymore delicious?” the bat stated. “I guess every star has to fall.” He knew this was what would get the ratings up and they had. Also the fact that Nicholas and Meika weren’t talking to the other added fuel to the fire. They even refused interviews about this. Pike didn’t need to say anymore as he saw this unfold. He grinned as this had worked more in his favor. With Nicholas this angry and hurt, and Meika distraught, not only had he succeeded in ruining both of their lives, but they wouldn’t be in any mood to race. He made sure to thank those guys for the shit they had pulled.
Meika meanwhile was trying to find Nicholas to talk to him. But she couldn’t seem to find the male she loved. She had to ask some of the others and found out from Kira that Nicholas was spending a lot of time where she had once talked to King. “I wouldn’t talk to him though if I were you…” the female otter warned her.
“I don’t care, I have to try to make this right,” the vixen replied.
She did find the male. He was leaning on the rail, just staring out over the sky and land below. Meika slowly walked up to the guy. The direction of the air made it so Nicholas didn’t smell her coming and he didn’t hear the female. “I was told I’d find you here,” she said when close enough.
The husky jumped so badly, his feet almost left the ground. He whirled around and saw her. “Meika!” he exclaimed, clutching his chest. “My god, you scared me half to death!”
“Sorry!” Meika replied hastily.
“What are you doing here?!”
“I… I came to talk…” Nicholas looked away as she came next to him.
“What about?” he asked, trying to keep his emotions in check. Just looking at her was enough to break his heart.
“Well… this upcoming race… Looking back now it makes me realize how far we’ve come since the first one after the V.R. one.”
“The one in the clock tower?” The husky forgot his feelings for a moment.
“Yeah, that one. You were in trouble at one point and would have fallen off the edge, and I came in just in time-“
Nicholas then laughed. “And then I went ahead and got in second with Tag in first. It seems like a lifetime ago before all this mess happened…”
He got quiet again. Meika looked up to him with worry. “Nicholas, about messes like with Pike-“
“I don’t care,” the male replied in a flat voice. But the vixen could tell it really bugged him.
“Nicholas, that was a long time ago. And those things online from those others that are just nasty and wrong? None of that is true. Please, you have to believe and trust me. I was going to tell you…”
That did it that set off the spark that lit the bomb to make Nicholas explode. “Tell me?” he repeated angrily. Meika looked up in alarm. This wasn’t how she wanted this to go. “Tell me? Where you going to? Or were you EVER going to?” Their eyes met and she saw the hurt, heartbreak, loss, and anger in his. “And here I thought we were close; very close. Guess I was wrong.”
“Nicholas…”
“That time I was in the hospital is coming to my mind and I learned that you were even more distraught over me being in there than Sonny. They said you never left my bedside like his. I now can’t help but wonder… where you really watching over me? Or just watching me?”
“Nicholas, I-“
“My life has been fucked over one too many times now! First with Ashley and thinking I knew her and now this! How do I know if another of my friends isn’t working for the enemy?!”
“Nicholas I’m not, you know that!” Meika stated, hurt in her eyes now, not wanting to believe she heard that just now from the husky she loved.
“Do I?!” Now he was short of a yell. “I thought you could tell me anything! Some secrets and personal things are allowed to be kept to oneself. But not something like this with having a past relationship with one of the enemy!” Meika felt the tears coming to her eyes. “I don’t know how you got mixed up with a fuck head like Pike, and I’m glad you broke things off with him! But the fact you kept this from me is like a white hot knife that’s cutting into my body and then some! This is hurting me more than you could ever know! What other things haven’t you said about him?! How do I know you’re not working for the enemy?!”
“I’m not…!” the vixen exclaimed, tears beginning to fall from her eyes.
“How do I know you’re not lying to me now about that?!” The two went silent for a second.
“You don’t according to your words…” she whispered bitterly. Nicholas was now the one shocked at her response and saw her look up, tears streaming down her eyes. “Nicholas… I thought you knew me well enough to know I wouldn’t hurt you on purpose… I was wrong!”
The vixen then ran away, crying for real. The husky was in shock and even more hurt and angry but now with himself. He had just made the female he loved with all his heart cry like this and it was all his fault. The canine slammed his fist into the railing in anger. He wasn’t the only one who became angry. Meika ran to Mia and cried into the panda’s shoulder who held her friend and allowed the vixen to let it all out. The female bear then heard and marched to Nicholas’s room. As soon as he opened the door to answer it, Mia slugged him hard in the face. The guy yelled in pain and fell to the floor, clutching his cheek where he’d gotten hit. “What the hell was that for Mia?!” Nicholas exclaimed.
“For hurting Meika like that you ass!” she yelled back and marched in with the door closing behind the panda. “She came up to me in tears and told me everything!”
“Why should it matter?!” The husky rose up, ready to fight, anything to deal out his hurt and anger. “It’s not like she gives a shit about me!”
“SHE DOES!” That made Nicholas stop in confusion. “Listen to yourself! The Nicholas I knew would never hurt Meika or his friends like this! Especially one he loves!”
His eyes went wide with shock. “How the hell did you…?”
“I was able to see it a long time ago that you fell for her!” Mia snapped. “And then later on she told me she loves you to!”
That made Nicholas take a step back in even greater shock. “What…? No… stop fucking with me…”
“IT’S THE GODDAMN TRUTH YOU FUCKING IDIOT!” Mia shouted at Nicholas. There was silence and the two were breathing hard.
The guy slumped on the couch behind him. “I don’t know what to believe anymore…” he whispered, head in his paws. “All of this after Ashley is too much…”
“You know what I’d do if this were me with Sonny since I have feelings for him to?” Nicholas looked up. “I would go and hear his side of the story. Listen, and then believe the one I love, the one I trust the most. Because unlike you I would think back to all of the actions they’ve done and realize that they would never be like what you said Meika was or trying to do to you.”
There was silence. “What can I do?” he replied. “She’s not going to want to talk to me after I hurt her and made her cry. It’s my fault that happened.”
“Yes, but the real Nicholas wouldn’t let that stop him,” Mia said. “You have to try before the race. Do or don’t I’ll leave it up to you.” She then left to leave the husky with his very confused thoughts.
A few days went by until there were only two more left until the next race. During that time Nicholas had tried to approaching Meika when seeing her to talk. But she acted like he had to her and avoided him; even when seeing the husky entering the same room as her and leaving. The two still wouldn’t do any interviews but Pike heard what was going on and felt even more triumphant. Everyone else could see Nicholas and Meika were miserable and depressed. Finally Miles found the husky to talk some more sense into the younger male and found the guy at his garage just deep in thought. The owl entered. “Mind if I come in?” Miles asked.
Nicholas looked up from his chair and shrugged. He went back to his position from before, just slumped over and depressed. The owl walked up the table next to Nicholas and cleared his throat. “What?” the husky asked half-heartily.
“Nicholas, go talk to her,” the owl said.
“I already did. It didn’t end well.”
“Then try again.”
“What’s the point?” Nicholas replied. “Nothing’s changed.”
“Nicholas… when you were unconscious from that accident-“
“Arrgghh not that shit again-“
“Quiet!” the owl cut him off. “I’m talkin’ here. When you were unconscious from your accident, she never left your side. She didn’t eat. She barely slept, just waiting for you to wake up. We all saw her. We all saw her holding your left paw, saying how you would be fine, hell I even saw her kiss you on the cheek after first seeing you and heard her saying she loves you.” Nicholas was in shock again and looked a bit more hopeful but still unsure. Miles let out a heavy sigh. “Look… I don’t know how she felt for any guy before meeting you. But I’ve been around long enough to know the love she has for you as more than a friend? That’s not a lie. But if the relationship ends because you’re too stubborn to talk to her, well, that ain’t her fault. That’s on you.” Miles left Nicholas with that. Those words were what the husky needed. He got up from his seat, determined to find Meika and make things right with her. And there was one place she had to be at if nowhere else. What the guy didn’t know was this would lead to what he had hoped to be with the vixen her loved all this time.
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Like I said in an earlier chapter Meika is very well aware of the horrid images of herself on the internet that are wrong, sick, twisted, horrible, and abominations. That includes what Marty is saying about his incorrect canon information. I don't know what planet that guy thinks he's from but he acts all high and mighty. A guy who can't draw, only commission. And the latest image he's commissioned is another abomination. Lucky I will get to the point to make things right with my Meika with canon art, not what he has going on including a wonderful one that's coming up from someone else.
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Racing World
Discovery and Tears
The Ark was back in the air and heading far south. South of Aispir and to where Cody and Kira had grown up, for the next race was to take place there. “It’s like going back home for you two,” Nicholas told the otters at one point. “It’s was just like with Mia for that one race.”
“Well I’ll be sure to win this one,” the male otter stated. “Just you wait.”
“We’ll see, I’m not going to let you win that easily,” the husky replied with a grin. Looking it up showed this city was a beautiful one. Some of the racers wished they had more to explore the place which was called Phenac City. Sure, there would be a day to do so but it didn’t feel like enough. After all, this place had palm trees, crystal clear water, sandy white beaches; it was a paradise. The racers who wanted to spend time in this city figured it would be best to make the most of it before and after the race. How this would work was it would take a week of air travel to get there. Then a day would pass before the race happened. After that, there would be one more day and then the Ark would take off into the air again for the next race. It was a good thing that much time would pass because a huge bombshell would happen. It all started with Meika entering one of the elevators to head to Nicholas’s room. She was going to tell him what needed to be told. She was already on edge and feeling conflicted. The vixen hopped that Nicholas was in a good, understanding mood. Just then someone reached in with their paws to stop the elevator doors from closing. “Hold up!” they said. “Coming through!”
It was Pike. “Meika?” he asked as though surprised. “Well, ain’t that a coincidence; I was just thinking about you!”
She crossed her arms, glaring at him, before looking away from the asshole lupine. “I don’t recall you being this sulky all the time. Sure, I know the last races were complete messes, but that doesn’t mean-“
“Will you please stop doing that?!” Meika snapped angrily, cutting him off. “Drop the act. What do you want?”
“The next race. Think you can handle it?”
“Yes. That’s all you need to know.”
“Excellent. That’s all?”
“Yes. That’s all I’m saying.”
“…Very well then.” There was silence for a few second with Meika having turned her back to the lupine. He then spoke. “So… how long are you gonna stay mad at me? That was a long time ago.” By that he meant when she had been a teen. “And my boys who had that art done and spread those things online thanks to those other guys … There’s no need to be mad at them to. Can’t you just… let it go?”
Pike had let that last part slip. Now Meika knew who was responsible with those things she had mentioned to Nicholas. It was the racers who had left the racing tournament who were part of the work and rumors falsely showing she was an easy target to get into bed and just be a slut which was wrong. Especially some that seemed to think she and Pike were still an item which was not true, especially having a love child when Meika was a virgin. It was online but you had to know where to look and many not watching this tournament did and supported the shit. That little bit of information, combined with the hatred she felt for them, Pike, and the stress of telling Nicholas what she need to tell him made the vixen exploded in anger. “Let it go?!” she exclaimed, rounding on Pike, hatred blazing in her eyes.
The next sentence came out so loudly on the elevator ride that was going down that a rabbit on the floor that it was reaching heard it and scurried away. There was a thud to of Meika slamming Pike against the button to get the door open. “I will never… EVER… forgive you or them for what you did to me!” she yelled and as the elevators doors opened, the vixen roughly shoved Pike out.
The guy landed hard on the ground. He grunted but then recovered, getting up quickly. “Aw come on girl!” he said, trying to be friendly and get back to her. Meika glared at him with cold anger as the elevator doors closed before Pike could reach them. “I was only kidding! You know I wouldn’t- Hey!”
Suddenly he heard the sound of Torres clearing her throat. Turning the guy saw the rabbit and some other reporters. Ms. Dira was one of them. Alfred wasn’t with her as that guy was busy elsewhere. The reporters had big grins as this was a big scoop. Torres did a face palm with one of her hands due to the fact this could draw attention to Pike and be bad for the Ringmaster and High Command plan. “Hi there, folks,” Pike simply replied.
The news of this spread like wild fire. Even Dira made an announcement of this showing a torn pic of the vixen and asshole lupine. “…And among the hottest highlights from last week was the lovers’ spat between Meika and Pike!” the doe stated. Since this had occurred on a Saturday, it made sense to say that. “Rumors about their well-hidden relationship have been the top-trending topics on Squealer.”
Sonny who was in his room was watching this with Mia and turned the volume off with his remote control. “Can you believe all that stuff?” he asked the panda.
“I’ve been so busy as of late, I haven’t had the time to be concerned with trivial T.V. gossip,” she replied. Mia looked back at the screen. “Still…. I don’t think Nicholas is going to be too happy about this…”
She was right because the husky did see it in his room on the T.V. and blew up just like Meika had feared. “MEIKA AND HIM WERE ONCE WHHHHATTT?!” the canine roared in anger.
His statement was so loud that another passing rabbit heard that and came in to check on him. “What’s wrong Mr. Nicholas?” they asked.
“DO NOT COME IN HERE!” he yelled at them and threw one of his shoes at the rabbit who left in a hurry.
The husky’s world had been turned upside down and fucked with again. First it was with Ashley, and now this, which was ten times, if not thousands of times worse. The vixen he loved with all his heart never told this to him. “Why…?” Nicholas growled. “Why Meika…?” He felt anger, hurt, and heartbreak at this. He thought they were so close she could tell him anything. Why had the female he loved with all his heart kept this from him? It only got worse when not only did the guy see the things on Squealer but also the horrid art and rumors of his Meika. He saw who had done it and realized those racers, especially Marty was behind this even though these things had been submitted months ago before this season even began. Now it seemed they were getting their revenge on him by doing this. One of them especially who was telling the husky he had lost, it was over. Nicholas and Meika would never be an item at all. All the stuff here was true. Nicholas didn’t know what to believe but his hatred towards Pike and those racers grew even more. The guy with glasses didn’t know what to do anymore.
Just then another came inside his room. “I THOUGHT I SAID-!” Nicholas began but then saw it was Cody.
“Oh it’s you,” the canine said, his anger and rage retreating for a moment.
“Dude, what was this I heard that you threw a shoe at someone?” the otter asked.
“BECAUSE OF THAT!” Nicholas shouted, pointing to the T.V. which had the volume off but showed what was being talked about with this new thing.
“Yeah… I saw…” Cody saw Nicholas pacing back and forth, growling in anger and didn’t know what to say or do.
“Why?” the husky growled. “Why didn’t Meika tell any of us? And more importantly why didn’t she tell me?! I thought we were so close! Guess I was wrong…”
“Look… just talk to her…” the otter suggested.
“How can I?! After what that bitch Ashley did and now this…!” The guy stopped his pacing. “UGH! I’m going to go and blow off some fucking steam!”
But even with working out and practicing his fighting technique, punching the shit out of a bag, no matter how much Nicholas envisioned it to be Pike or those other racers, it was no good. All this new hurtful information was on his mind and made him more hurt and angry. So much that the whole day he avoided Meika. She noticed this and tried to approach the husky but saw him leave. The guy wouldn’t even stay in the same room as her now. “He’s avoiding me…” the vixen thought bitterly with sadness. Now she saw the mistake of not telling Nicholas sooner. Meika hadn’t and this was the price of that.
Blitz on the other hand was overjoyed with this. “Couldn’t it get anymore delicious?” the bat stated. “I guess every star has to fall.” He knew this was what would get the ratings up and they had. Also the fact that Nicholas and Meika weren’t talking to the other added fuel to the fire. They even refused interviews about this. Pike didn’t need to say anymore as he saw this unfold. He grinned as this had worked more in his favor. With Nicholas this angry and hurt, and Meika distraught, not only had he succeeded in ruining both of their lives, but they wouldn’t be in any mood to race. He made sure to thank those guys for the shit they had pulled.
Meika meanwhile was trying to find Nicholas to talk to him. But she couldn’t seem to find the male she loved. She had to ask some of the others and found out from Kira that Nicholas was spending a lot of time where she had once talked to King. “I wouldn’t talk to him though if I were you…” the female otter warned her.
“I don’t care, I have to try to make this right,” the vixen replied.
She did find the male. He was leaning on the rail, just staring out over the sky and land below. Meika slowly walked up to the guy. The direction of the air made it so Nicholas didn’t smell her coming and he didn’t hear the female. “I was told I’d find you here,” she said when close enough.
The husky jumped so badly, his feet almost left the ground. He whirled around and saw her. “Meika!” he exclaimed, clutching his chest. “My god, you scared me half to death!”
“Sorry!” Meika replied hastily.
“What are you doing here?!”
“I… I came to talk…” Nicholas looked away as she came next to him.
“What about?” he asked, trying to keep his emotions in check. Just looking at her was enough to break his heart.
“Well… this upcoming race… Looking back now it makes me realize how far we’ve come since the first one after the V.R. one.”
“The one in the clock tower?” The husky forgot his feelings for a moment.
“Yeah, that one. You were in trouble at one point and would have fallen off the edge, and I came in just in time-“
Nicholas then laughed. “And then I went ahead and got in second with Tag in first. It seems like a lifetime ago before all this mess happened…”
He got quiet again. Meika looked up to him with worry. “Nicholas, about messes like with Pike-“
“I don’t care,” the male replied in a flat voice. But the vixen could tell it really bugged him.
“Nicholas, that was a long time ago. And those things online from those others that are just nasty and wrong? None of that is true. Please, you have to believe and trust me. I was going to tell you…”
That did it that set off the spark that lit the bomb to make Nicholas explode. “Tell me?” he repeated angrily. Meika looked up in alarm. This wasn’t how she wanted this to go. “Tell me? Where you going to? Or were you EVER going to?” Their eyes met and she saw the hurt, heartbreak, loss, and anger in his. “And here I thought we were close; very close. Guess I was wrong.”
“Nicholas…”
“That time I was in the hospital is coming to my mind and I learned that you were even more distraught over me being in there than Sonny. They said you never left my bedside like his. I now can’t help but wonder… where you really watching over me? Or just watching me?”
“Nicholas, I-“
“My life has been fucked over one too many times now! First with Ashley and thinking I knew her and now this! How do I know if another of my friends isn’t working for the enemy?!”
“Nicholas I’m not, you know that!” Meika stated, hurt in her eyes now, not wanting to believe she heard that just now from the husky she loved.
“Do I?!” Now he was short of a yell. “I thought you could tell me anything! Some secrets and personal things are allowed to be kept to oneself. But not something like this with having a past relationship with one of the enemy!” Meika felt the tears coming to her eyes. “I don’t know how you got mixed up with a fuck head like Pike, and I’m glad you broke things off with him! But the fact you kept this from me is like a white hot knife that’s cutting into my body and then some! This is hurting me more than you could ever know! What other things haven’t you said about him?! How do I know you’re not working for the enemy?!”
“I’m not…!” the vixen exclaimed, tears beginning to fall from her eyes.
“How do I know you’re not lying to me now about that?!” The two went silent for a second.
“You don’t according to your words…” she whispered bitterly. Nicholas was now the one shocked at her response and saw her look up, tears streaming down her eyes. “Nicholas… I thought you knew me well enough to know I wouldn’t hurt you on purpose… I was wrong!”
The vixen then ran away, crying for real. The husky was in shock and even more hurt and angry but now with himself. He had just made the female he loved with all his heart cry like this and it was all his fault. The canine slammed his fist into the railing in anger. He wasn’t the only one who became angry. Meika ran to Mia and cried into the panda’s shoulder who held her friend and allowed the vixen to let it all out. The female bear then heard and marched to Nicholas’s room. As soon as he opened the door to answer it, Mia slugged him hard in the face. The guy yelled in pain and fell to the floor, clutching his cheek where he’d gotten hit. “What the hell was that for Mia?!” Nicholas exclaimed.
“For hurting Meika like that you ass!” she yelled back and marched in with the door closing behind the panda. “She came up to me in tears and told me everything!”
“Why should it matter?!” The husky rose up, ready to fight, anything to deal out his hurt and anger. “It’s not like she gives a shit about me!”
“SHE DOES!” That made Nicholas stop in confusion. “Listen to yourself! The Nicholas I knew would never hurt Meika or his friends like this! Especially one he loves!”
His eyes went wide with shock. “How the hell did you…?”
“I was able to see it a long time ago that you fell for her!” Mia snapped. “And then later on she told me she loves you to!”
That made Nicholas take a step back in even greater shock. “What…? No… stop fucking with me…”
“IT’S THE GODDAMN TRUTH YOU FUCKING IDIOT!” Mia shouted at Nicholas. There was silence and the two were breathing hard.
The guy slumped on the couch behind him. “I don’t know what to believe anymore…” he whispered, head in his paws. “All of this after Ashley is too much…”
“You know what I’d do if this were me with Sonny since I have feelings for him to?” Nicholas looked up. “I would go and hear his side of the story. Listen, and then believe the one I love, the one I trust the most. Because unlike you I would think back to all of the actions they’ve done and realize that they would never be like what you said Meika was or trying to do to you.”
There was silence. “What can I do?” he replied. “She’s not going to want to talk to me after I hurt her and made her cry. It’s my fault that happened.”
“Yes, but the real Nicholas wouldn’t let that stop him,” Mia said. “You have to try before the race. Do or don’t I’ll leave it up to you.” She then left to leave the husky with his very confused thoughts.
A few days went by until there were only two more left until the next race. During that time Nicholas had tried to approaching Meika when seeing her to talk. But she acted like he had to her and avoided him; even when seeing the husky entering the same room as her and leaving. The two still wouldn’t do any interviews but Pike heard what was going on and felt even more triumphant. Everyone else could see Nicholas and Meika were miserable and depressed. Finally Miles found the husky to talk some more sense into the younger male and found the guy at his garage just deep in thought. The owl entered. “Mind if I come in?” Miles asked.
Nicholas looked up from his chair and shrugged. He went back to his position from before, just slumped over and depressed. The owl walked up the table next to Nicholas and cleared his throat. “What?” the husky asked half-heartily.
“Nicholas, go talk to her,” the owl said.
“I already did. It didn’t end well.”
“Then try again.”
“What’s the point?” Nicholas replied. “Nothing’s changed.”
“Nicholas… when you were unconscious from that accident-“
“Arrgghh not that shit again-“
“Quiet!” the owl cut him off. “I’m talkin’ here. When you were unconscious from your accident, she never left your side. She didn’t eat. She barely slept, just waiting for you to wake up. We all saw her. We all saw her holding your left paw, saying how you would be fine, hell I even saw her kiss you on the cheek after first seeing you and heard her saying she loves you.” Nicholas was in shock again and looked a bit more hopeful but still unsure. Miles let out a heavy sigh. “Look… I don’t know how she felt for any guy before meeting you. But I’ve been around long enough to know the love she has for you as more than a friend? That’s not a lie. But if the relationship ends because you’re too stubborn to talk to her, well, that ain’t her fault. That’s on you.” Miles left Nicholas with that. Those words were what the husky needed. He got up from his seat, determined to find Meika and make things right with her. And there was one place she had to be at if nowhere else. What the guy didn’t know was this would lead to what he had hoped to be with the vixen her loved all this time.
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Like I said in an earlier chapter Meika is very well aware of the horrid images of herself on the internet that are wrong, sick, twisted, horrible, and abominations. That includes what Marty is saying about his incorrect canon information. I don't know what planet that guy thinks he's from but he acts all high and mighty. A guy who can't draw, only commission. And the latest image he's commissioned is another abomination. Lucky I will get to the point to make things right with my Meika with canon art, not what he has going on including a wonderful one that's coming up from someone else.
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Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Canine (Other)
Gender Multiple characters
Size 932 x 1280px
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