question i've been thinking about
10 months ago
thanks to a friend who convinced me to about doing this. I figured i make a journal about it and keep it short for now.
should i even try to come back to this fandom? and try to get back into it? since it seems my kinks and likes weren't liked and welcomed by a good amount or a lot of peeps it felt.
Plus the loneiliness sucked ass. Although that led to me being more on edge and rude nad jerk or cold and cut off. social skills at 0 points. Given my track record and whole history with this fandom and shit, even if i were to change, would it be worth it coming back here?
Or should i just stay away and keep to myself? I really odn't know anymore. I want to make friends and meet people like me, outcasted and aloned, but i really don't know what to do anymore.
A femboy who is lost and afriad of what might come next. I do want to get back into writing stories and expressing myself, ideas, and crazy shit like that as it was fun and relaxing, but nowadays i just don't have the energy or the passion to try it anymore if peeps will hate it or worse.
I honestly don't know and probably not making sense.
should i even try to come back to this fandom? and try to get back into it? since it seems my kinks and likes weren't liked and welcomed by a good amount or a lot of peeps it felt.
Plus the loneiliness sucked ass. Although that led to me being more on edge and rude nad jerk or cold and cut off. social skills at 0 points. Given my track record and whole history with this fandom and shit, even if i were to change, would it be worth it coming back here?
Or should i just stay away and keep to myself? I really odn't know anymore. I want to make friends and meet people like me, outcasted and aloned, but i really don't know what to do anymore.
A femboy who is lost and afriad of what might come next. I do want to get back into writing stories and expressing myself, ideas, and crazy shit like that as it was fun and relaxing, but nowadays i just don't have the energy or the passion to try it anymore if peeps will hate it or worse.
I honestly don't know and probably not making sense.
Evyones has their own likes and dislikes. If you feel like coming back for yourself no one had the right to complain.