Anyone else play Honkai?
Posted 4 days agoBeen rather addicted as of late... Hence me being so quiet. Waiting for the new banners and then the new content so I can continue on, but slowly building up characters so I can actually try to make some teams lmao.
Farming for all of boothills materials :dead: was a pain in my butt :WHEEZE: But I have everything and ready to go.. plus a bunch of pulls :EYES:
Farming for all of boothills materials :dead: was a pain in my butt :WHEEZE: But I have everything and ready to go.. plus a bunch of pulls :EYES:
Updates
Posted 2 months agoSorry I haven't been around, been dealing with stuff. like burnout, just general mental stuff. A lot has been going on in real life that has been really stressing me out, I want to be more active and I am sorry for no art right now. I'm just... having a bit of a time and I'm trying my best.
Art thoughts
Posted 2 months agoI really hate how I have so many wips and old stuff I never finished. I'm actually sitting here and going through each one and either updating it or finishing it... high chance I'll be posting more art as well as my characters. I'm just really eepy all the time so it takes me a while... ugh I really want to go back to sleep now.
I have a lot of years of uploads etc-
Posted 2 months agoTo do... Gods this is going to take a long time but I am glad to be back. Love you all.
Still seeking discords
Posted 3 months agoPlaces where folks are social, or art discords etc. I'm getting back into doing art and doing base colors etc, so I just want places I can vibe at and share my stuff and also maybe meet folks.
Also, Apologises on the heavily watermarked art etc.
Posted 3 months agoWith all the stealing that happens out there in this day and age, I feel more comfortable having everything marked with a heavy watermark than anything else, but I will start including the toyhou.se of the character in the posts so people can look at them an or, if I know you, I can authorize you!
Updates and becoming active!
Posted 3 months agoIn the process of getting things sorted out, but I will be a lot more active on here, discord, as well as toyhou.se! I've been doing a lot of healing and I think I can handle it. I've been communicating a lot better and just starting to do things for myself. I cannot wait to share with people my stories, my characters, and my journey to be the best person I can be.
Alive!
Posted 3 months agoSorry I've not been active here, I have been dealing with a lot of things including health issues but it's a process. I've been away from the furry community for a while now, I'm thinking maybe I'll get back into it one day. I hope everyones been well, I've just been... here and there.
Updates I guess?????
Posted 9 months agoSo uh....
Not dead!
Very much so alive.
My memory has um, gotten worse.
Don't really recall a lot of this year actually or the years prior anymore. Got accused of using it as an excuse, been banned from a species that I had nothing to do with over... A person not wanting me there? Wouldn't tell me why it happened. Lost a group of friends because of my memory and them claiming I was a danger to everyone I ever knew due to severe memory loss and cognitive function failing.
Started hormones again. Still anxious as shit, do a lot of weed now.
I'm on disability, still no housing. It's been hell tbfh.
Um, don't really draw anymore due to wrist damage making it difficult and severe shutdown/burnout. Having to accept I am disabled, also learning others viewing me as a horrible person is their choice, nothing I did. Therapy helped with that. I can only apologize for the blank memories for so long before I'm screaming at a wall. I refuse to get on my knees. If you want to see me as a ... *Squints* 'manipulative, gaslighting, horrible person' then so be it. I know my experiences, I know what I deal with daily. I know the trauma I have, and I know I have come a long way. I have been working on myself for years.
I'm an Autistic, ADHD, Fibro, Disabled adult with D.I.D and other severe issues.
If you are ableist or have problems with me being open etc, please don't interact with me. I'm not as healthy as I used to be and I'm unwell anymore, I canot do the stress anymore. I nearly went into a seizure again.. So that was something. Just.. super exhausted and tired.
Did spoil myself with some gamersupp stuff, so going to try that and hope it helps with my dislike for water.
Hi though! I'm around. Royalcorvids is my discord, I can always be found there feel free to add me. I'm going to work on uploading characters and stuff here since I really miss FA. Kiss kiss.
Not dead!
Very much so alive.
My memory has um, gotten worse.
Don't really recall a lot of this year actually or the years prior anymore. Got accused of using it as an excuse, been banned from a species that I had nothing to do with over... A person not wanting me there? Wouldn't tell me why it happened. Lost a group of friends because of my memory and them claiming I was a danger to everyone I ever knew due to severe memory loss and cognitive function failing.
Started hormones again. Still anxious as shit, do a lot of weed now.
I'm on disability, still no housing. It's been hell tbfh.
Um, don't really draw anymore due to wrist damage making it difficult and severe shutdown/burnout. Having to accept I am disabled, also learning others viewing me as a horrible person is their choice, nothing I did. Therapy helped with that. I can only apologize for the blank memories for so long before I'm screaming at a wall. I refuse to get on my knees. If you want to see me as a ... *Squints* 'manipulative, gaslighting, horrible person' then so be it. I know my experiences, I know what I deal with daily. I know the trauma I have, and I know I have come a long way. I have been working on myself for years.
I'm an Autistic, ADHD, Fibro, Disabled adult with D.I.D and other severe issues.
If you are ableist or have problems with me being open etc, please don't interact with me. I'm not as healthy as I used to be and I'm unwell anymore, I canot do the stress anymore. I nearly went into a seizure again.. So that was something. Just.. super exhausted and tired.
Did spoil myself with some gamersupp stuff, so going to try that and hope it helps with my dislike for water.
Hi though! I'm around. Royalcorvids is my discord, I can always be found there feel free to add me. I'm going to work on uploading characters and stuff here since I really miss FA. Kiss kiss.
Losing the roof over my head.
Posted a year agoAt this rate it's nothing even new. I'm being blamed for things that aren't my responsibility, I'm still waiting on disability. I think I'm finally ready to give up, I can't so this again.
I've asked everywhere. I've asked what friends I do have. No one wants a disabled roommate. I made it to 30. That was as far as I figured I'd make it anyways.
I've asked everywhere. I've asked what friends I do have. No one wants a disabled roommate. I made it to 30. That was as far as I figured I'd make it anyways.
So... I've not been active woops.
Posted a year agoKinda been off dealing with life and trying to survive.
I have been drawing again but it's mostly meme shit for final fantasy fourteen at this point and I cannot stop. Not sure I should upload any of that here LMAO.
Kinda went awol cause folks were trying to start shit again bc they can't seem to move on and the past is the past; I legit only have the memory for last year and that's all I'm running with. So when people try to bring up shit from years ago it's just a big ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
But- Most folks don't care to believe anyone with severe memory loss to where they live their life not even remembering people. Go figure, but yeah I'm around kind of.
I have been drawing again but it's mostly meme shit for final fantasy fourteen at this point and I cannot stop. Not sure I should upload any of that here LMAO.
Kinda went awol cause folks were trying to start shit again bc they can't seem to move on and the past is the past; I legit only have the memory for last year and that's all I'm running with. So when people try to bring up shit from years ago it's just a big ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
But- Most folks don't care to believe anyone with severe memory loss to where they live their life not even remembering people. Go figure, but yeah I'm around kind of.
Lf semi open species etc to join
Posted a year agoLooking to get back into the community since I've been not really active! I like all kinds of species etc, I can't draw rn but I can probably doodle on my phone if I try hard enough.
Pls let me know if u have anything interesting out there, I love all kinds of species and I'm always looking to get into more!!
If ur here to hold things against my head that I have no memory of from several years ago and think I'm a thief and everything please go away, bc it doesn't matter how much I defend myself ur still going to try to make it so I cannot be in any kind of community bc ur not wanting to move on and won't listen to the fact I have no memories of anything not even last year, thank u. People change. To hold onto things is kind of petty and rly not healthy.
Pls let me know if u have anything interesting out there, I love all kinds of species and I'm always looking to get into more!!
If ur here to hold things against my head that I have no memory of from several years ago and think I'm a thief and everything please go away, bc it doesn't matter how much I defend myself ur still going to try to make it so I cannot be in any kind of community bc ur not wanting to move on and won't listen to the fact I have no memories of anything not even last year, thank u. People change. To hold onto things is kind of petty and rly not healthy.