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I suffer from severe memory loss that affects me on a daily basis. If I do not recall anything we have talked about please do not be upset! It just means that I literally cannot remember the conversation. So please, be gentle with me.
This account is for all characters, as well as art I have gotten as gifts; commissions etc. No one has any right to reupload them or claim as their own. I just want to share my enjoyments with others, have a beautiful day!
I also want to mention if anyone I used to talk to has issues with me, or if there are still issues; please come and talk to me so we can work it out. I have no memory of the past couple of years so I am drawing a blank on a lot of things. I don't bite I promise.
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Commissions: Closed
Trades: Open
Requests: Closed
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I have Discord, please DM for it.
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There are many more and I will gradually update this.
This profile needs a lot of updating, I am slow about it currently sorry.
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Recent Journal
I am... So tired; just.. Bone deep tired.
6 hours agoTired of my trauma flaring up, tired of trying to move on and then something reminds me I cannot... I'm tired of the fact that no matter how far I try to run from the past; the name calling; the labels, it's all still there following me. That I as a person am deemed as unchangeable, that my existence is short to nothing of important and that I'm just... Waiting for the clock to tick.
I hate that I'm drowning in my own trauma, I hate that my therapists keep giving up on me, when I need them; I seek out help all the time but after some new diagnosis... I feel like I need to give up.
I don't want to give up. I am so tired of being viewed as this or that, no matter how much I am working on myself; no matter how much I try to BE and DO better and OWN up to everything even things I know nothing about. I allow myself to be the scape goat, I allow myself to be screamed at etc, because someone needs to be the one who takes it all.
I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry for all of my mental shit, I'm sorry for everything I was diagnosed with that makes me so difficult to be around, or want to be around... I'm so tired; and it hurts so much. It hurts so much that I miss so many people but because of thins I never understood about myself; I will never be redeemable, I will always be a problem, and Ive been working so hard.. but it's not enough.. I'm tired.
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Shapeshifter
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Phantom Of the Opera
Favorite Games
FFXIV, WoW, Tales Series, Legend of Dragoon, Animal Crossing, Pokemon
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PS4, PC, Switch, PS5
Favorite Animals
Corvids, various others.
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Thanks for the watch! I very much appreciate it~
I have some cool/funny YCHs if you want to check them out:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....0/All-YCH-OPEN
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