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~JCWOLF
Retired.
"Just a ol'wolf, who's been beaten down kicked to the curb more than picked up an held through the cold and lonely nights."
Nurse Ferret, said, "seems its more that you been a perpetual asshole, from the start."
Oh'wells...heh, Always trying, always failing, to be kind, considerate, and charming, wanting to make a better time, for all.
No Minors. Perhaps even in fact a decade over 18, eh
(it SEEMS /rolleyes Susan of youtube, still censors closed caption, even if your 18+,
so MEANS no country still able to agree on no no words,
or how big of censor bars be needed.)
o7 for make'n it this far, all you "Pre2k bug", time refugees.
Finding yourself here, leaving a thanks for my nosen your art/shares?
You're welcome, you perked my ears enough to click you for more 8)
"Just a ol'wolf, who's been beaten down kicked to the curb more than picked up an held through the cold and lonely nights."
Nurse Ferret, said, "seems its more that you been a perpetual asshole, from the start."
Oh'wells...heh, Always trying, always failing, to be kind, considerate, and charming, wanting to make a better time, for all.
No Minors. Perhaps even in fact a decade over 18, eh
(it SEEMS /rolleyes Susan of youtube, still censors closed caption, even if your 18+,
so MEANS no country still able to agree on no no words,
or how big of censor bars be needed.)
o7 for make'n it this far, all you "Pre2k bug", time refugees.
Finding yourself here, leaving a thanks for my nosen your art/shares?
You're welcome, you perked my ears enough to click you for more 8)
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Recent Journal
Self Deprecation,..eh?
a year ago
Ugh.
I have so much of that.
When confronted with why i do that, and to stop.
The concept was so forieng, only comfical reply i came up wiht a day later
"you wouldint like me with being more self depcracting"
hehe, obviulsy the concept just couldnt sink thru,m even after a day of self reflecting on the defintion i was reading, heh.
that i'm suffering that artist curse, heh. already knew, just impossible in shaken.
way to many sincer desire to believe them childhood fary stories of eternal life, original sin, i can never be good enough to feel rewarded, upbringing.
wasn't alot of distractions back then at the calibure of today, so of course more time fuming in trying to understand, what is already lost in translation, of a made up history time line.
no do overs to see what coudla happened, if i wasnt so easily entrhalled in wanting to belive that people wouldnt lie.
or how life woulda been if i wasnt given chrsitianity as a truth, an only truth
spent way to many foramtive years of trying to keep those fairy tales real.
/le sigh
now my brother, wishes i could stop beating myself up.
alot has to be from forced habbit, from the days i wanted to belive in the bible as factual an higher over any other value in life.
along with society in usa, trying to bring back one of a multitude of social contracts back into mandatory adherence.
I have so much of that.
When confronted with why i do that, and to stop.
The concept was so forieng, only comfical reply i came up wiht a day later
"you wouldint like me with being more self depcracting"
hehe, obviulsy the concept just couldnt sink thru,m even after a day of self reflecting on the defintion i was reading, heh.
that i'm suffering that artist curse, heh. already knew, just impossible in shaken.
way to many sincer desire to believe them childhood fary stories of eternal life, original sin, i can never be good enough to feel rewarded, upbringing.
wasn't alot of distractions back then at the calibure of today, so of course more time fuming in trying to understand, what is already lost in translation, of a made up history time line.
no do overs to see what coudla happened, if i wasnt so easily entrhalled in wanting to belive that people wouldnt lie.
or how life woulda been if i wasnt given chrsitianity as a truth, an only truth
spent way to many foramtive years of trying to keep those fairy tales real.
/le sigh
now my brother, wishes i could stop beating myself up.
alot has to be from forced habbit, from the days i wanted to belive in the bible as factual an higher over any other value in life.
along with society in usa, trying to bring back one of a multitude of social contracts back into mandatory adherence.
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Favorite Music
Anything but the headache inducen type
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
any that leaves me feeling the show was over to soon.
Favorite Games
any that help pass the time with a smile, leaving everyone muskier the better 8P
Favorite Gaming Platforms
atari 2600, PET2000
Favorite Animals
Bubble sorting, who's top to bottom of the totem pole. [SPINNING WHEEL OF CHOICE]
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http:\*.*.*
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Still sampling all of the worlds cuisine!
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Don't Panic!
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