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~LuciaHime
Hello! I'm Lucia
I'm a creator in IMVU.com
I'll be uploading here my works and also some drawings I did for commissions!
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Commissions Cancelled
4 years ago
I feel as bad as disappointed if not more. But I believe this is the right thing to do for now.
I originally opened for commissions in hope that I'll be able to find passion in drawing again. I waited until I quit my job. I thought to myself, I'll have more time by then to focus in doing what I enjoy. Yet, the opposite happened. No matter how much I try for hours, I just find myself deleting all the layers and scraping all the sketches. It just didn't feel right. I was only forcing myself to draw. I didn't have motivation nor inspiration like I used to be.
My art is more than just a digital piece for me. It's a product of time, passion, and learning. I realized that is what I was lacking. I got too drained out. I lost my passion. I no longer enjoy drawing. I've reached a dead end. I used to hold on to my art because it was my only way of escaping reality. Sadly, I held on to it for too long that I lost interest in it.
That's when I thought to myself, anything I make at this state, is not art and it will not be worth any penny. I refuse to make someone pay for an art piece that is done without passion. That's just not me. I still look at artworks by other artists but this time it feels different. Instead of motivating me to work harder, it just makes me feel bad about myself because of how little I can do compared to them. I wasn't like this at all. But one day I just woke up and realized maybe hard work is futile.
I was so happy at the beginning of the year when I got accepted to an art school. I really was. Now, I'm not even keen anymore. I'm at that point in life where I have no idea what to do next. What's the point anymore? If I no longer enjoy what I used to love then what now? I don't know what to do. I'm stuck.
Maybe this happens to other artists as well, I don't know. One thing I do know is I need to find back my passion for art again. But until then, I refuse to accept any monetary compensation.
I'm sorry.
I originally opened for commissions in hope that I'll be able to find passion in drawing again. I waited until I quit my job. I thought to myself, I'll have more time by then to focus in doing what I enjoy. Yet, the opposite happened. No matter how much I try for hours, I just find myself deleting all the layers and scraping all the sketches. It just didn't feel right. I was only forcing myself to draw. I didn't have motivation nor inspiration like I used to be.
My art is more than just a digital piece for me. It's a product of time, passion, and learning. I realized that is what I was lacking. I got too drained out. I lost my passion. I no longer enjoy drawing. I've reached a dead end. I used to hold on to my art because it was my only way of escaping reality. Sadly, I held on to it for too long that I lost interest in it.
That's when I thought to myself, anything I make at this state, is not art and it will not be worth any penny. I refuse to make someone pay for an art piece that is done without passion. That's just not me. I still look at artworks by other artists but this time it feels different. Instead of motivating me to work harder, it just makes me feel bad about myself because of how little I can do compared to them. I wasn't like this at all. But one day I just woke up and realized maybe hard work is futile.
I was so happy at the beginning of the year when I got accepted to an art school. I really was. Now, I'm not even keen anymore. I'm at that point in life where I have no idea what to do next. What's the point anymore? If I no longer enjoy what I used to love then what now? I don't know what to do. I'm stuck.
Maybe this happens to other artists as well, I don't know. One thing I do know is I need to find back my passion for art again. But until then, I refuse to accept any monetary compensation.
I'm sorry.
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