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~riozlander666
hello. im not much of an artist at all i have made a few things but i dont really bother these days.
im a pretty big diaper lover dont know why but i love everything about them.
im now 35 Years old as of 2021 ill update this when im 40 :3~
I guess this means I'm heading down the path of being a gray muzzle hu?
I guess this means I now have a responsibility to be a guide for those entering the fandom and guide them safely
but more importantly just be a warm and open soul
ill add more later here.
Warning ASEXUAL/GAY rare Bi tendency's
apparently this has caused a lot off problems in the past with relationships being un able to return expressions of affection
guess im just looking for a life partner. -shrugs-
I don't Like Talking to people or meeting people
if i don't reply to note's please don't take it personal. I just don't trust people anymore to not hurt me
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im a pretty big diaper lover dont know why but i love everything about them.
im now 35 Years old as of 2021 ill update this when im 40 :3~
I guess this means I'm heading down the path of being a gray muzzle hu?
I guess this means I now have a responsibility to be a guide for those entering the fandom and guide them safely
but more importantly just be a warm and open soul
ill add more later here.
Warning ASEXUAL/GAY rare Bi tendency's
apparently this has caused a lot off problems in the past with relationships being un able to return expressions of affection
guess im just looking for a life partner. -shrugs-
I don't Like Talking to people or meeting people
if i don't reply to note's please don't take it personal. I just don't trust people anymore to not hurt me
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Slipped disc in my T11 back pain update
10 months ago
so 1 1/5 years ago when I finally found work taking the 1st job to come my way, I had bills and a school loan to pay back after going to a school to be a welder and fabricator, School turned out to be a scam -__-
I took a job any job that came my way and I ended up with really a injury to my back 2 days in to my new job after 150 pounds was dropped on me pinning me . I slipped my T11 disc in my back.
T11 Vertebrae Pain Symptoms
A T11 injury will demonstrate itself by severe back and leg pain. If the nerves in the T11 vertebrae are damaged, common symptoms include weakness and numbness in these areas.
I also suffered damage to my Sciatic nerve causing very very extreme pain in my lower back and on some occasions I had my left leg just drop right out from under me sending me to the floor hard.
I had a lot of difficulty standing up strait I spent 8 months in bed and in a chair I was hunched over and walked like a little old grandpa and had to use a walking stick to get around the house. things like cooking food was painful lifting pots and pans and prepping food, it got to the point where I would eat out vs cook given most days I was in to much pain to stand long enough to cook for my self. taking a shower or getting up to use the rest room was a challenge and a lot of pain.
I've spent the last 6 weeks in therapy for this and have gotten a lot better with lifting weights and doing stationary bike rides in the house and lost weight. the more weight i lost the better my back has felt and i have felt. while i can walk around stand and cook for my self now I'm far from fully recovered and I will never be able to be a welder or fabricator or do 90% of the jobs i worked before given my work has always been manual labor of some kind.
its hard to switch everything over from what you know and always did in life to a new everything. I'm going to have to go back to school again to learn a new career I can physically do. not to mention the depression that set in during all of this was the worst I ever dealt with in my life. it hard to just change from what you always and only knew how to do specially when you don't view your self as a tech savvy person or a book smart person. and with learning disability's learning new things while fun can be very challenging and difficult.
i was born in the late 80s schooling was not very well adapted to kids who had learning disabilities. a lot of teachers thought by embarrassing kids by reading out your bad grades would make you work harder, or telling a student after 3 or 4 times that your just playing a joke and I've shown you 3 or 4 times now and I'm not helping you anymore would help grow independence for that student to do the work them self or magically ill just learn it by breathing air. having to move in to a sit down tech job and go back to school for it is not something I am very happy with at the age of 36.
that's life tho you have to move and change with it or be left behind and stuck
I took a job any job that came my way and I ended up with really a injury to my back 2 days in to my new job after 150 pounds was dropped on me pinning me . I slipped my T11 disc in my back.
T11 Vertebrae Pain Symptoms
A T11 injury will demonstrate itself by severe back and leg pain. If the nerves in the T11 vertebrae are damaged, common symptoms include weakness and numbness in these areas.
I also suffered damage to my Sciatic nerve causing very very extreme pain in my lower back and on some occasions I had my left leg just drop right out from under me sending me to the floor hard.
I had a lot of difficulty standing up strait I spent 8 months in bed and in a chair I was hunched over and walked like a little old grandpa and had to use a walking stick to get around the house. things like cooking food was painful lifting pots and pans and prepping food, it got to the point where I would eat out vs cook given most days I was in to much pain to stand long enough to cook for my self. taking a shower or getting up to use the rest room was a challenge and a lot of pain.
I've spent the last 6 weeks in therapy for this and have gotten a lot better with lifting weights and doing stationary bike rides in the house and lost weight. the more weight i lost the better my back has felt and i have felt. while i can walk around stand and cook for my self now I'm far from fully recovered and I will never be able to be a welder or fabricator or do 90% of the jobs i worked before given my work has always been manual labor of some kind.
its hard to switch everything over from what you know and always did in life to a new everything. I'm going to have to go back to school again to learn a new career I can physically do. not to mention the depression that set in during all of this was the worst I ever dealt with in my life. it hard to just change from what you always and only knew how to do specially when you don't view your self as a tech savvy person or a book smart person. and with learning disability's learning new things while fun can be very challenging and difficult.
i was born in the late 80s schooling was not very well adapted to kids who had learning disabilities. a lot of teachers thought by embarrassing kids by reading out your bad grades would make you work harder, or telling a student after 3 or 4 times that your just playing a joke and I've shown you 3 or 4 times now and I'm not helping you anymore would help grow independence for that student to do the work them self or magically ill just learn it by breathing air. having to move in to a sit down tech job and go back to school for it is not something I am very happy with at the age of 36.
that's life tho you have to move and change with it or be left behind and stuck
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