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Hey ^_^ . I'm Kiffa (he/him), an amateur songwriter singer/musician. I'm not the most gifted performer or producer, but I'm always trying to make the most out of the limited skills that I do possess in order to bring my compositions to life. My older songs (further back in my gallery) date back as far as 1988, long before I had access to anything resembling professional recording tools... so a lot of them are fairly rough around the edges, but if you can get past all the tape hiss, I think there are some pretty good songs there. All songs here were written by me, unless otherwise specified in the description.
New to my stuff and wondering what to listen to first? Well, you're in luck! This journal entry contains links to 10 songs that I feel give a pretty good overview of what I do. Now updated for 2023!
Oh, and for those of you who'd like to know, my furry alter ego is a cat/mouse hybrid, I'm in my early 50s (!), and am from the Boston area. If you want to know anything else, feel free to drop me a note. I'm mostly friendly. ^_^
Kiffa Kitmouse is one half of the furry music/comedy duo dramaarmada, along with sedge.
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New to my stuff and wondering what to listen to first? Well, you're in luck! This journal entry contains links to 10 songs that I feel give a pretty good overview of what I do. Now updated for 2023!
Oh, and for those of you who'd like to know, my furry alter ego is a cat/mouse hybrid, I'm in my early 50s (!), and am from the Boston area. If you want to know anything else, feel free to drop me a note. I'm mostly friendly. ^_^
Kiffa Kitmouse is one half of the furry music/comedy duo dramaarmada, along with sedge.
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My 'Top 10' (updated for 2023)
7 months ago
Back in 2009, I compiled a 'Top 10' list of my songs for the benefit of any new watchers who might be curious to delve into my gallery, but who might not have the time to wade through the 21 years of new and old material to find the songs that were (arguably) better than the others. Well, it's 2023 now, and there are 35 years of songs in my gallery. And with some of my more recent songs being among my favorites, it seemed like time to update the Top 10 list. Your mileage may vary, of course, but these are the 10 songs I'd like to steer people towards if they only have a limited amount of time to check out my stuff.
In alphabetical order...
1) Dinosaurs (2022) - This song is a love letter to the stretch of Route 1 that runs through my current hometown of Saugus, Massachusetts. It's sung from the point of view of a locally-famous orange dinosaur that used to stand guard at a now-demolished miniature golf course. The orange dinosaur is still there, but he's now dwarfed by an adjacent condominium building and can only watch as all the other old roadside attractions along the highway disappear with the passage of time. This song goes over really well at local open mics, where people tend to recognize all the geographic references (the Kowloon Restaurant may mean nothing to you, but trust me, around these parts, it's legendary).
2) Easter Sunday (2023) - My other 'local interest' song, and one that tells a much sadder story. "Easter Sunday" is about the murder of a young girl that took place in my original hometown when I was 9 years old. Though I didn't know her personally, I look back at it as a 'loss-of-innocence' event for myself, and in many ways for the town itself, which was the kind of place where people would have said "That couldn't happen here". But it did, and the song examines the collective sense of shock that something like that induces in a town. It's one of the songs I'm proudest of having written, and also the one that I wish I'd never had to write. This song may be triggering for some, and I've rated it 'mature' on account of the darkness of the subject matter.
3) I'll Drown The World (2008) - In 2008, I hadn't made any new music in over a decade. And then, I wrote and recorded two songs in one day... and the gypsy's curse was broken lol. Those two songs, of which this is one, kicked off what I call the 'second era' of my musical career ('career' feels like a weird word to use about something you don't make any money off of doing, but I couldn't think of anything that fits better). This song only has 8 lines of lyrics, but they're some of my favorites, about someone watching the rain fall outside and musing that their tears could put the storm to shame and 'drown the world'.
4) I'll Play Along (2023) - My most recent FA upload (as of this writing), this one was recorded early in 2023, but held back for a while. It's not based on a true story, but it's sung from the perspective of a 'glass half-empty person', which is definitely a viewpoint I understand. There's nothing wrong with optimism, and in fact, I wish I had a little more of it. However, there's a point at which optimism becomes full-on delusion. But hey, those people are happier than me, so maybe there's something to be said for delusion lol. This song has become one of my favorites to sing in front of an audience, and I'm glad to finally bring it to FA.
5) Learning To Let Go (1993) - This is one of my older songs, and as such has some sound quality issues, being sourced from an old cassette tape. When I wrote it, I knew it was a guitar song. I don't play guitar, so I recruited a friend to play guitar on it. It wasn't meant to end up sounding kind of like a country song, but that's what happened. I love it anyway lol. It's one of the early songs on which I felt like I really leveled up with my lyrics, which are based on a true story, and to which I brought a lot of honesty-- and just a touch of dishonesty. What's the dishonest part? The letting go. It proved harder to do than I bargained for, and in some ways, 30 years later, I'm still trying to move on from that relationship.
6) Nightdrive (2022) - An instrumental that I'm just in love with. When I started writing and recording again in 2020, I ran into a tech problem while trying to get my keyboard instruments connected to my computer through an audio interface. Left with no way to record backing tracks, I started using Online Sequencer to record demos. I soon found that I was happy enough with the results to use them as finished versions, instead of just demos. "Nightdrive" is perhaps the pinnacle of that experiment, at least so far. I never could have made this song without the use of a sequencer. Composition-wise, it's all me... but the ease with which the sequencer allowed me to add, remove and switch out sounds led me to come up with things I doubt I ever would have on my own.
7) Survivor's Guilt (2022) - Back to harsh truths, this time centering on my decades-long battle with depression. I'm still here, so I figure I'm winning the battle... but sometimes I can't help thinking about how different my life could have been, and what I might have been able to accomplish, if I wasn't always waging the war. The phrase "survivor's guilt" is twisted here from its original meaning to describe the feeling of surviving depression, only to feel like you're often a burden on those who love you and on whom you need to lean on for support. Obviously some touchy subject matter here, but I think that subjects like this need to be examined. Writing this song was like self-therapy, and was very helpful. My hope is that it might also help other people suffering from depression to know that they're not alone in the battle.
8) The Witching Hour (2023) - The most recent recording on this list, this is the result of a 50/90 skirmish. What? You don't know what that is? Oh, OK. 50/90 is an annual online event in which songwriters attempt to write 50 songs in 90 days (personally, I can't keep up with that pace; I'm lucky if I can make it to 3 or 4 songs). A 'skirmish' is when people are given one hour in which to write a song based on a specific given prompt. The prompt here was 'the witching hour', and instead of black cats and cauldrons, I had a vision of a person holed up in a house, waiting for the arrival of an unwelcome visitor (perhaps an otherworldly one) coming to collect on an old debt. It doen't sound like anything I've done before, and I think that's why I like it so much.
9) Walking Away (2008) - Another favorite from the 'Second Era', this was basically an attempt to channel the Pet Shop Boys, via arpeggiated synths and falsetto vocals. Lyrically, it's kind of my version of "I Will Survive". There are no gender-identifying pronouns in this song, and I always felt that it could just as easily be sung by a woman. Out of all the songs I've written, this is one of the ones that I've always harbored a secret hope that some professional singer out there might somehow hear and want to record. 15 years later, I'm still waiting, and not holding my breath.
10) Winter (1994) - The bones of this song go back to 1992, which makes it the oldest song on this list (even though "Learning To Let Go" pre-dates this particular version by a year). For a long time, this seemed to be regarded by most people as my 'greatest hit', or 'signature song', if you will. The bulk of the backing track was made when I snuck a Walkman-sized tape recorder into a department store, and recorded myself playing on one of their display keyboards (at times, muffled PA announcements can be heard in the background). Later, I added the vocals and some other stuff back at home. The resulting recording is very lo-fi, but the consensus seems to be that the somewhat grainy sound quality actually works in this particular song's favor. It's a song about the innocence we lose when we grow up, and the things that help us sometimes recapture it, however briefly.
And that's it! I hope this list gets a couple of people to listen to something they haven't heard yet, and hopefully, something that they like. See you in another 14 years.
(Also, if you're in the mood for some music with a comedic slant, don't forget my side project, dramaarmada-- I'd advise people to start with our first upload, Nobody's Watching Me, and work their way forward through the gallery.)
In alphabetical order...
1) Dinosaurs (2022) - This song is a love letter to the stretch of Route 1 that runs through my current hometown of Saugus, Massachusetts. It's sung from the point of view of a locally-famous orange dinosaur that used to stand guard at a now-demolished miniature golf course. The orange dinosaur is still there, but he's now dwarfed by an adjacent condominium building and can only watch as all the other old roadside attractions along the highway disappear with the passage of time. This song goes over really well at local open mics, where people tend to recognize all the geographic references (the Kowloon Restaurant may mean nothing to you, but trust me, around these parts, it's legendary).
2) Easter Sunday (2023) - My other 'local interest' song, and one that tells a much sadder story. "Easter Sunday" is about the murder of a young girl that took place in my original hometown when I was 9 years old. Though I didn't know her personally, I look back at it as a 'loss-of-innocence' event for myself, and in many ways for the town itself, which was the kind of place where people would have said "That couldn't happen here". But it did, and the song examines the collective sense of shock that something like that induces in a town. It's one of the songs I'm proudest of having written, and also the one that I wish I'd never had to write. This song may be triggering for some, and I've rated it 'mature' on account of the darkness of the subject matter.
3) I'll Drown The World (2008) - In 2008, I hadn't made any new music in over a decade. And then, I wrote and recorded two songs in one day... and the gypsy's curse was broken lol. Those two songs, of which this is one, kicked off what I call the 'second era' of my musical career ('career' feels like a weird word to use about something you don't make any money off of doing, but I couldn't think of anything that fits better). This song only has 8 lines of lyrics, but they're some of my favorites, about someone watching the rain fall outside and musing that their tears could put the storm to shame and 'drown the world'.
4) I'll Play Along (2023) - My most recent FA upload (as of this writing), this one was recorded early in 2023, but held back for a while. It's not based on a true story, but it's sung from the perspective of a 'glass half-empty person', which is definitely a viewpoint I understand. There's nothing wrong with optimism, and in fact, I wish I had a little more of it. However, there's a point at which optimism becomes full-on delusion. But hey, those people are happier than me, so maybe there's something to be said for delusion lol. This song has become one of my favorites to sing in front of an audience, and I'm glad to finally bring it to FA.
5) Learning To Let Go (1993) - This is one of my older songs, and as such has some sound quality issues, being sourced from an old cassette tape. When I wrote it, I knew it was a guitar song. I don't play guitar, so I recruited a friend to play guitar on it. It wasn't meant to end up sounding kind of like a country song, but that's what happened. I love it anyway lol. It's one of the early songs on which I felt like I really leveled up with my lyrics, which are based on a true story, and to which I brought a lot of honesty-- and just a touch of dishonesty. What's the dishonest part? The letting go. It proved harder to do than I bargained for, and in some ways, 30 years later, I'm still trying to move on from that relationship.
6) Nightdrive (2022) - An instrumental that I'm just in love with. When I started writing and recording again in 2020, I ran into a tech problem while trying to get my keyboard instruments connected to my computer through an audio interface. Left with no way to record backing tracks, I started using Online Sequencer to record demos. I soon found that I was happy enough with the results to use them as finished versions, instead of just demos. "Nightdrive" is perhaps the pinnacle of that experiment, at least so far. I never could have made this song without the use of a sequencer. Composition-wise, it's all me... but the ease with which the sequencer allowed me to add, remove and switch out sounds led me to come up with things I doubt I ever would have on my own.
7) Survivor's Guilt (2022) - Back to harsh truths, this time centering on my decades-long battle with depression. I'm still here, so I figure I'm winning the battle... but sometimes I can't help thinking about how different my life could have been, and what I might have been able to accomplish, if I wasn't always waging the war. The phrase "survivor's guilt" is twisted here from its original meaning to describe the feeling of surviving depression, only to feel like you're often a burden on those who love you and on whom you need to lean on for support. Obviously some touchy subject matter here, but I think that subjects like this need to be examined. Writing this song was like self-therapy, and was very helpful. My hope is that it might also help other people suffering from depression to know that they're not alone in the battle.
8) The Witching Hour (2023) - The most recent recording on this list, this is the result of a 50/90 skirmish. What? You don't know what that is? Oh, OK. 50/90 is an annual online event in which songwriters attempt to write 50 songs in 90 days (personally, I can't keep up with that pace; I'm lucky if I can make it to 3 or 4 songs). A 'skirmish' is when people are given one hour in which to write a song based on a specific given prompt. The prompt here was 'the witching hour', and instead of black cats and cauldrons, I had a vision of a person holed up in a house, waiting for the arrival of an unwelcome visitor (perhaps an otherworldly one) coming to collect on an old debt. It doen't sound like anything I've done before, and I think that's why I like it so much.
9) Walking Away (2008) - Another favorite from the 'Second Era', this was basically an attempt to channel the Pet Shop Boys, via arpeggiated synths and falsetto vocals. Lyrically, it's kind of my version of "I Will Survive". There are no gender-identifying pronouns in this song, and I always felt that it could just as easily be sung by a woman. Out of all the songs I've written, this is one of the ones that I've always harbored a secret hope that some professional singer out there might somehow hear and want to record. 15 years later, I'm still waiting, and not holding my breath.
10) Winter (1994) - The bones of this song go back to 1992, which makes it the oldest song on this list (even though "Learning To Let Go" pre-dates this particular version by a year). For a long time, this seemed to be regarded by most people as my 'greatest hit', or 'signature song', if you will. The bulk of the backing track was made when I snuck a Walkman-sized tape recorder into a department store, and recorded myself playing on one of their display keyboards (at times, muffled PA announcements can be heard in the background). Later, I added the vocals and some other stuff back at home. The resulting recording is very lo-fi, but the consensus seems to be that the somewhat grainy sound quality actually works in this particular song's favor. It's a song about the innocence we lose when we grow up, and the things that help us sometimes recapture it, however briefly.
And that's it! I hope this list gets a couple of people to listen to something they haven't heard yet, and hopefully, something that they like. See you in another 14 years.
(Also, if you're in the mood for some music with a comedic slant, don't forget my side project, dramaarmada-- I'd advise people to start with our first upload, Nobody's Watching Me, and work their way forward through the gallery.)
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cat/mouse hybrid
Favorite Music
'80s new wave, alternative
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
'Princess Mononoke', 'Fight Club', 'Monsters, Inc.', 'The 40-Year-Old Virgin', 'The Secret Of NIMH', 'The Shining'
Favorite Games
Jeopardy!
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Atari 2600
Favorite Animals
Almost all of 'em! Cats, mice, dogs, horses, cows, bunnies, skunks, squirrels, deer, lots more.
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Burgers, fries, roast beef sandwiches, pasta, chicken noodle soup, Pepsi
Favorite Quote
"What? Oh, hell no. Hold up. Huh? Oh, okay!"
Favorite Artists
Music: Duran Duran, Radiohead, Pet Shop Boys, Super Furry Animals, New Order, Kraftwerk, Tears For Fears, Depeche Mode, Art of Noise, Eurythmics
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